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I just love this story, i hope there are many more chapters

and off we go "fishing"...ahem

I was dreading the evening and a confrontation with Kit, I still didn't understand what i had, or hadn't said to him that made him storm off, and then he caught me asking James to shag me, It was a tense time for me.

I had prepared a leg of lamb that morning, pierced and stuffed with garlic and rosemary, placed in thick foil and smothered in Daddies O.K Fruity Sauce, it was then sealed and placed in the AGGA on 80 for the whole day, you could smell it cooking all through the house, the vegetables were cut and prepared and I had some grilled Asparagus for James, a treat he loved.

We had our vegetable plot and chickens for eggs, we never ate the chickens, James considered them are pets so eating them was unthinkable, I intended to extend all the food plots to accommodate the boys as well, but that would be for later in the year, a regular delivery from town by train kept the freezers topped up with the essentials including the lamb.

6 PM arrived and dinner was ready but no Kit, I popped into his bedroom but he wasn't there either and James hadn't seen him, there was only one other place he could be.

I went downstairs and walked across the yard to the trailer, there was a happy hum coming from inside, I knocked and Kit answered, he looked pensive, 'Can I have word Kit?' he stepped outside and we walked out of earshot of the boys, 'Kit dinners ready,' he turned to face me, 'I thought I would have dinner with the boys tonight!' I was not pleased, 'Without telling me, I have had food cooking all day!' he lowered his eyes, 'As you said, they love me, I should be with them!' so, that's what this was all about, he had professed his love for me and I had dithered in returning the favour, saying I cared for him because he was cute and loyal and all that bullshit.

I asked him to walk with me, we headed slowly away from both the house and trailer, 'Kit ask me again why I love you'! he seemed startled, 'what?' I kept a serious face,

'When we talked this morning and you said you loved me and why, and I said I loved you and you asked me why, ask me again!' he blushed, 'ASK me' I insisted, ' he kept his head down, 'Why do you love me, Rory?' 'Do you remember when we first met in that office in town?' Kit nodded smiling, 'You had answered  our advert for workers on the reserve?' he nodded again, 'Do you remember what happened next?' he looked puzzled, 'It was like stars going off in my head, we just stopped and stared at each other, do you remember?' Kit blushed slightly and smiled, 'Well that was destiny or fate, James noticed it, that is one of the reasons he his jealous of you, he knew we were meant to be friends forever, I has only ever happened to me once before, that was with Ben!' Kit grinned, he was fascinated with Ben since I had shown him a DVD of us together snowboarding, skiing, and every other conceivable occasion, he was astounded when I told him we were not twins and, in fact, I had only met him a few months before a lot of this DVD footage was shot,

'We were meant to love one another, my experience with Ben showed me that, otherwise I would have been confused as you were.' That's why I brought you back with me on the train, I just loved you from the moment I met you, and I couldn't bare not to have you with me constantly, that's why I offered you the top job, and my love for you has grown steadily since, Yes your very kind, very sweet and innocent, and i know you love me, it's like old souls meeting again from another life, it doesn't make any difference whether you fall out with me or even leave, although that would break my heart, I will always love you, you have a piece of my heart, nothing will ever change that, everything about you is just perfect, there is nothing about you I don't love and cherish, I can see why everyone at the orphanage loved you, you're very easy to love Kit'

When I first met you I knew you were straight, and I had no expectations, after all, I have my soulmate in James, I just love talking to you, I could spend every day with you fully, next to James your my best friend, and I want us to go fishing tomorrow, so we can be together for a few hours just me and you, so we can hug each other and mess about without worrying who's watching, I want to hold you close and discuss the future with you, we can't do it here for obvious reasons, but I long to spend some quality time with you without tip-toeing around other people.

I just love haveing you very close to me, making outrageous suggestions to you just to make you blush, I love you Kit, he looked at me, 'really?' I nodded, how can you explain how you feel something about someone and put it into words, it's very difficult, that's why you show it, with hugs and kisses, and sexy suggestions, even though your straight, I find you very attractive, in fact, your adorable, but straight, so I can only show you how much I love you by the deeds I do, if you were gay I would be shagging you three times a  day, but your not so once a fortnight instead, I grinned, do you understand?' Kit was crying, 'I'm so sorry Rory, I didn't realise,' I held him, 'I know Kit, how could you, your very sweet and innocent, and i would rather die than hurt you, do you understand?' he nodded, I drew him to me and held him very tight, he did the same reached up and kissed my cheek, and i added, 'And it also helps that you have a lovely big cock!' he laughed and thumped my shoulder, 'You're such a kidder Rory.' i smiled at him and I thought, am I kidding?

'Will you come for dinner now or shall I give it to the dog?' he looked at me, 'We don't have a dog,' I nodded, I knew he had always wanted one, impossible in the Orphanage, 'well, i thought a dog would be perfect around here, it will give its love to all of us, and can warn us of intruding wildlife, what do you think Kit?' he just smiled and hugged me again, 'Could we Really?', I nodded, it will be your's Kit so you get to name him and he will be our first Rangers mascot, so don't call him 'cuddles' or 'fluffy' it will be embarrassing on parade, what do you think?' he laughed but he seemed so happy, i reached down and felt his flaccid cock, still huge none the less, he grinned, 'well you can't be too excited, you haven't got a boner, ( a word he used for a hard-on) he gently felt mine, 'Neither have you!' I smiled, i will have tomorrow, I always get one when fishing!' he grinned at me, 'Come on Kit dinner awaits, he leaned up and kissed me lightly on the lips, I grabbed him, 'Is that the best you can do,?' and I kissed him passionately full on the mouth, it was very sensual, I guided his hand to my groin, 'It's hard now Kit feel?' he laughed and did just that, 'Come on let's go for dinner before i cum in my jeans!' he laughed, 'You're impossible Rory,' I smiled at him, 'Isn't that one of the reasons you love me?' he blushed and nodded and we walked in the house for dinner.

James had taken the lamb out of the oven and unwrapped it from the foil, the juices ran clear and the meat fell off the bones, 'Tempted James, he smiled and shook his head, 'You two look happy!' I smiled, 'We've had a little chat James, everything's fine now.' James knew what I was talking about, Kit catching me asking James for sex, he understood. 'Good, that's settled let's eat.

We had a lovely meal together, i mentioned getting a dog from the rescue center in town, James was happy, like me he loved all animals, 'Try and get a puppy,' I nodded, 'It will be Kits job to train him, he will be our first Rangers mascot, shall we call him Rex?' James glowered at me and Kit laughed, it was good to see him so happy.

We finished the meal and retired to the study for port and cheese, James had Ribena, we chatted about the good progress and that by the middle of the week the roof would be on and the Atrium glassed.

The boys were having a sing song around the campfire drinking beer, Kit said he would join them for a while, I waved to him as he left, I had whispered to him that if he wasn't too late I would come to his bedroom and wish him a good night, he blushed and left.

We watched the News on the television, The BBC world Service, it seems the U.S.A would be having a new surprising President. It meant nothing to us, the one thing we both hated was politics.

James wanted to have an early night, I teased him and asked him why he wanted to go to bed at 9.30, 'You want to take advantage of my good humour baby?' he just nodded and dragged me into the shower. I just stripped and stood under the shower, I just left it to him, I knew he always wanted to experiment, so I waited with anticipation, I didn't have to wait long. James kneeled down behind me and started to rim me, I groaned out loud, at least Kit wasn't there to hear me, he then grabbed my bum cheeks as i bent over, that upright hard cock entered me without him saying a word, I sunk to the floor of the shower, he followed me down thrusting all the way.

He was exceptionally hard, I really felt him and gritted my teeth, he pulled out of me and turned me over, I lay on my back, James turned up the heat on the shower and I gasped as the hot water hit my abs and chest, he lifted my legs high and just plowed into me again, the heat hit the soles of my feet and they tingled, he was flushed and breathing hard, this really turned him on, he forced my legs back past my ears, leaned forward so his face was just above mine and fucked me like a piston, I looked down, his cock was a blur as it flailed inside me, I saw his eyes glaze over, 'Harder James, he pummeled me I wanked myself hard, we came together, he locked his lips onto mine and we both had to breathe heavily through our noses.

James collapsed on top of me, he was still inside me, if he didn't release me he would just start all over again, he was insatiable, I begged him to let me up, 'Only if we continue this later', there was steel in his voice, i nodded, he climbed off me, I am sure my arse popped as he pulled out that swollen helmet of his, we lay panting for some time, then we stood up and with him sitting astride my cock we washed each other and went to bed.

It was 10.30 I said I was going to have some Port and cheese, did he want some cheese and biscuits at least, he nodded, 'Don't be long' I could feel his erection against my tummy, 'Have a rest James, you're wearing me out!' he laughed. I left him just with a towel around my waist, as I went into the kitchen Kit walked past me,

He greeted me with a hug, he stood back and looked at me, 'What is it Kit?' and then I realized he had never seen me this nude before, just a small towel around me, believe it or not, i blushed. 'Kit, stop staring at me!' he grinned, he was a little tipsy, it was easy to tell he had a half empty bottle of single malt in his hand.

'I hope you didn't drink all that Kit,!' He shook his head, I am making Cheese and biscuits, I am having Port do you want a glass with yours?' he nodded, 'Can you bring it to my bedroom?' I said I would,  he wandered off, and i prepared two trays one for me and James and one for Kit, I had Stilton James had 'Yorkshire Tickle' ( it's amazing what you can get online!) I carried one tray into our bedroom, telling James Kit had arrived back and was having Cheese and Biscuits too, 'Shall I invite him in,? I said with a smile, 'Rory don't be silly!' I laughed and pulled on my dressing gown, and went off to the kitchen to get Kits tray,

I knocked his door and he said to come in, i entered and he was sitting in bed bare-chested, he looked disappointed, 'What is it Kit,?' Why did you get dressed, I hope it wasn't for my benefit?' I looked down at myself, 'Kit, it's just a white toweling dressing gown,' he smiled, 'You have a great body, Rory.' I thanked him and sat beside him, 'your chatty tonight Kit!' he grinned, 'I'm happy,!' I was pleased, 'Good was it haveing a drink with the boys?' he shook his head, 'No, it's because I believe you.' I was mystified, 'What have I said that you believe sweet boy?'

He looked at me with those large hazel eyes, 'That you do love me!' he was drunker than i thought, 'Of course Kit, isn't that obvious,?' he shook his head, 'It wasn't but it is now.' He reached up and drew me to him, he hugged me, 'I love you very much Rory,' I hugged him back, 'That's the booze talking Kit.' he let me go and looked upset, 'No it isn't, you said you loved me from the first moment you met me!' I nodded, and added 'and more since I have got to know you,' he was so sweet, I had an urge to disrobe and get into bed with him but I didn't want to frighten him off, so I resisted.

'It was the same for me, I couldn't understand it because I am not gay, so why did I have these feelings for you, I was confused.' I got up, 'No Rory, Please don't go, I want to talk to you.' I realized this was an opportunity because he was drunk, he might finally open up. 'Don't worry, I am just going to tell James I am chatting to you before he comes barging in looking for me O.K?' he nodded smiling, I left him and went back to James, he was munching his cheese and biscuits as I walked in, 'Is he OK?' I nodded, 'A little pissed he wants to chat do you mind, I shan't be long, I promise not to shag him alright!' He scowled at me, don't be long I have something for you,' he grinned, 'I can guess what baby, he smiled as I left.

Kit hadn't moved, I sat with him, 'Is James O.K?' I nodded, 'I promised him I wouldn't shag you.' Kit blushed, 'don't mess about Rory,' I grinned, 'Who's messing about sweet boy, and I reached for the obvious bulge in his bedclothes, he didn't flinch, 'You can have the decency to try and stop me, Kit' he smiled, 'why I like it when you play with me,' I grinned and I let go of his rising cock, 'O.K Kit what do you want to talk about,?' he got serious, 'About me feelings for you, I was confused, I have never felt that before about anyone, let alone a guy, I had to get to know you to find out,' I ruffled his hair, ' and did you?' he nodded, it's like you said, it is something you can't explain, I just know I love being around you, I feel empty when your not with me, you must think I am pathetic?' I looked at him, 'Why, because you like me or because you like to be with me, I feel the same way, there's nothing pathetic about loving someone Kit, it's lovely, a little frustrating for me but that's all,' he moved upright in the bed and whispered, 'Do you want to jerk off with me? that would be fun.' I laughed, 'What, you would make me feel inadequate Kit with that monster of yours, you keep your jerking off to yourself!' he pulled down the bedclothes and that monster was exposed all the way to his balls, he had smeared something on the bell-end, I ran my fingers over it, his cock jumped, 'What the fuck have you put on your helmet Kit?' he leaned forward and whispered, 'It's very tight Rory, I use this,' and from under the bedclothes he produced a small jar of Petroleum Jelly, I held his foreskin right of the top of his 11 inch cock and slowly pulled it down until that huge head was exposed, it was tight, I brought it back up and down again, Kit started to breathe hard, I stopped, his cock throbbed, 'Don't stop Rory, that was nice.' Kit, I am not wanking you off, you little tyke, and stop using that crap,' i pointed at the Jelly, 'I have something much better than that, it's water soluble, your stuff gets everywhere, no girl is going to suck your cock if it smells of Petroleum Jelly. I will bring it with me to the lake tomorrow and we will carry on and see if it works for you, OK?' He was very flushed, so was I, his cock was long but it was the width that took my breath away, I had never seen one so thick, my own cock was jumping around under my bathrobe.

His voice was husky, 'You will help me tomorrow with this,?' I nodded, 'Nothings worse Kit than a tight foreskin, it will hurt when you shag someone so we will have to do a lot of massaging to free it, that is if you want me to help you,? he nodded furiously. I smiled and kissed his forehead, ''Just a matter of interest Kit, how do you jerk off with your tight foreskin?' he grabbed his cock around the middle and pulled it up and down so only the tip of his helmet peeped out, 'Ok Kit I get the picture,' he didn't stop, wanking, 'Kit, wait till I leave for heaven's sake,!' I could see he was not listening, his face was flushed and his breathing laboured, I got up and left closing the door, I was flushed myself, i was hoping James was in a Randy mood, i needed a fucking right about now, i wasn't disappointed, he had me bent over till 1.30 am, I could,'t get Kits cock out of my mind, it was huge, but that tight foreskin was a problem, I wouldn't push it, he could just as easily work it out for himself once I had given him the K.Y Jelly,

The only thing that I thought might help was what I brought back from Toronto, Tristan had given me an unopened bottle of poppers, it was nestling at the bottom of the freezer, even James didn't know I had it.

You may think me selfish, not sharing it with James, don't, James hated anything that dulled or enlivened his senses, that's why he didn't drink, I had used poppers with him a few times when we first met, but I could tell the smell on my breath made him cringe, so I stopped buying and using it. Tristan thought he was doing me a big favour in giving me the bottle so I didn't refuse it, but I had no expectation of using it, it just shows what random opportunities can come along and, in Kits case, it might aid him.

But I must admit I was having second thought about 'helping' him massage his foreskin, after all, it was basically the same as wanking him off, and by his behaviour tonight, he would love it, but did i want that close a relationship with someone who was basically straight, look at my history with Danny, and the disaster that turned out to be, I was determined not to make lust make my decisions for me, I loved James too much to allow him to be hurt because I couldn't control myself, but, then again, Kit made it pretty obvious that he wanted some sort of sexual liaison with me, could there be a happy medium. I would find out at 8 am, that's when we were leaving for the lake, all the rods and hide were packed, all we had to do was get the bait from the fridge in the garage and set off on our journey, I must say I was looking forward to the trip, to have Kit all to myself for possibly ten hours was wonderful, we could chat and laugh and I could tease him which he loved, without prying eyes or ears.