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This is what Ben had told me, while i was getting better that week with him,

Edmond had contacted John, James elder brother, to tell him of my condition,

John had told him that James was also in a bad state, he had been admitted to hospital and was on a drip, he too had lost weight and the will to live, so he agreed to help him escape from his uncle's vice-like grip.

They had met secretly and Edmond had contacted my father's brother Charles who lived in Toronto, Canada.

John would go to the States and visit his uncle, who wasn't a bad man but was under the thumb of his older brother, James father,

There John would search for James passport and discharge him from hospital and drive him to the border with Canada, there Uncle Charles would be with a Doctor friend of his and James would stay with him, all the while being told that if his health improved, he would be flown out to Tuscany to be with me, so that was the plan, everything hinged on John finding James's passport,

.At the end of this long and tiring information i asked to be excused and tried to rise but failed, Ben immediately picked me up and carried me to my bedroom with most of the family following,

Ben placed me on the bed and asked the family to leave us so, i could rest, Alex refused to leave, crying, I asked Ben to let him stay and he got in bed the other side to Ben and held me tight.

I was happy, for the first time in months, i was being held by two people i loved very much and there was hope for my beloved James, but tears sprung to my eyes when i heard how he had suffered, Ben noticed and kissed me,

'Don't overthink Rory, love will prevail.' 

The next thing i remembered it was night and Alex had gone,

Only Ben was curled up beside me in bed, i turned to look at him, how hurt must he have been when i first found James, knowing i loved James completely but did he shun me or complain, no, here he lay, beside me again, and his only purpose in life now was to get me and James back together.

I reached over and kissed him, those beautiful blue eyes opened and he focused on me,

'Are you OK Rory,?' i nodded,

' Would you do me a big favour?' i asked him quietly,

'Of course, what is it?'

'Would you make love to me?' he raised up from the pillow,

'Rory you're too weak for any shenanigans.'!

 'Please gently.' he pulled me to him and for the next hour he kissed me all over and made gentle very passionate love to me, and for the first time in a long time i had an orgasm and knew i was on the mend.

We flew to Tuscany that Monday morning and i started a rigid training exercise and diet,

Ben never left my side, i asked him to make love to me every night, and he obliged, as the days passed i got stronger, and it showed in the bedroom, even Ben started to complain,

I was wearing him out. I just had to be, and look, the same as when James last saw me, so i persevered,

No news was passed to me, as was agreed, only if things were going badly would i be contacted, or i should say, Ben would be contacted, because my Mobile and laptop, were left in Scotland. 

By the middle of the week Ben got a phone call, he left me to take it and my heart sank, he returned after a short while and i searched his face hoping for good news,

'James is in Canada,' i went to him and hugged him, he added,

'But he's ill' I pulled back from him, i must have looked horrified, Ben grabbed me,

' He's not that ill, it will just take a little more time before he is able to travel.'

And i understood fully what he was saying, if James had suffered as much as i had, his small body would have been wrecked,

I just sat down and cried my eyes out, Ben just sat beside me saying nothing, just holding me.

After a while i recovered, Ben spoke to me softly explaining that James had given up all hope of seeing me again and had stopped eating, so ill, had he become, that his Uncle admitted him to the Hospital, that's when John had confronted his Auntie and explained that I too, was at deaths door and unless she helped him two lives would be on her shoulders,

She had gotten James's Passport and John had taken him away in a Private Ambulance, paid for by Uncle Charles who met it at the border with Canada,

He had been taken to a private Hospital where Uncle Charles had told James everything that had happened and was going to happen, and if he died, so would I,

James had fought very hard to get well so he could be reunited with me, but his small body had taken a beating and it would take some time for him to recover enough to fly all the way to Tuscany.

I increased my exercise regime, i ran miles down the beach in the mornings, i ate lots of protein, i demanded Ben make love to me hard, just to prove to him i was back to being myself, he obliged but said that it would be the last time, as very soon James would be here and he would be leaving,

I begged him not to go, but he just said,

'You are going to need a month at least to get James as well as he was, and you don't need any distractions, he needs you, as soon as he arrives, I will leave,' and he kissed me,

From that day on, until James arrived, we slept alone, except for one night.

The day arrived when Ben was given the news that James would be coming on Monday, a week later than originally thought, he would still need medical care, but it would be at the Villa,

I couldn't sleep the Sunday before, and Ben realised and came to me, i begged him to tire me out just once and he did, he pummelled me like the old days, when he finished, he said to me, 'Well your back to normal' and smiled, i kissed him and we slept soundly.

Ben left for the Airport alone, i confessed to him that i would certainly break down when i first saw James and he had agreed to meet him, i just stood on the balcony of the Villa for well over an hour until i saw an Ambulance enter the drive,

I ran down the stairs and reached it as they opened the doors, James was propped up on stacked pillows, he looked pale but smiled when he saw me, Jame's ethereal beauty was still evident.

The nurse went to help him stand i told her not to touch him, i picked up my tiny elf boy and without a word i carried him in my arms like you would do a baby,

I placed him on my bed and just wrapped my arms around him and we wept together,

He had lost so much weight, it took a while to gently lay him down so he could look at me, ' his eyes were swimming in tears, he just said,

'I hear you have been ll?' and i smiled at him through my tears and said,

'if i hadn't found you i would have died.' and he said simply,

'I know, your Uncle told me,' I kissed him, and we chatted for an hour before i realised he was asleep, i felt guilty talking to him for so long, i covered him in my cream silk sheet and went down to find Ben,

He was chatting to the Agency nurse, i joined them,

'He just needs a lot of care and attention Rory and he will recover, this is Sandy she will help,

I told them both, straight off the bat, that the only help James needed was mine,

I paid her a months salary and she left with the Ambulance. Ben turned to me,

'Are you sure you can manage alone?'

I kissed him and assured him that he would recover faster with just me, he didn't seem to sure but went up and kissed my sleeping James, then kissed and hugged me,

i thanked him for everything and he poo-pooed the whole thing by saying,'

What else can a twin brother do!' I watched as he drove his Alfa through the gates of the Villa and he was gone.

What Ben didn't understand was how James and i lived in the dorm, he didn't know that James lay on me every night, and woke up like that every morning, that i would pick him up wash him, dress him, make him food, let him make love to me, whenever he wished, only James and I knew how we lived, and now i went to him,

He was exhausted from the long flight, i undressed and carefully and gently pulled him slowly on top of me, as he always had when he woke in the morning, and the very feel of him on top of me sent me into a deep dreamy sleep, only to wake by the stirrings of James,

i looked at him, he had yet to open his eyes but he seemed relaxed, his luminous blue eyes opened and focused on me and he smiled,

'i thought i was dreaming,' he said smiling, i held him tight,

'No one will ever take you from me again! we will always be together, i promise.' James smiled "

'You have done so much for me, but I have done nothing for you!' and his head sank down on my chest, i kissed his hair, I replied, with tears in my eyes,

" You give me everything just by breathing.'

I slowly undressed him, and there we were, as we had always been from the first moment we met, him sleepy, lying fully on me and both naked,

James fell fast asleep and i just lay there for over two hours listening to him breathe, my heart was complete, my beloved boy was back with me, i would never leave his side again.

Harry contacted me, saying that James's father was causing 'blue murder' at home and to stay at the Villa for the rest of the winter, i agreed and my baby got better day by day, it's now late November 2015 and there is snow at home, but it's 70 degrees here and we are in our own little world of love,

I haven't had a drink since i came here, we both look fit and tanned, and for the first time, a week after he arrived, he asked to make love to me, and i let him, and he looked so happy, so now i let him take me any time of the day or night, i almost lost him forever, and forever is an awfully long time.

Harry phoned me and asked me to return with James to the Estate, both Gatehouses had been secured and we would be safe, we returned last Saturday,

James father came to the Estate with the two thugs who prevented me from going to James and throwing me out of his house,

They were met by Hamish and were soundly thrashed, so badly beaten were they that both needed hospital treatment,

James's father said he would disown James completely, my father said, Good, we will adopt him and he can take our name instead of yours which is hated throughout the Highlands,

The Gatehouse keepers were told, while Hamish held James's father, that if he entered the estate again he was to be shot on sight. I had never seen my father so angry, it was a fearsome sight,

James is still recovering so missed the whole thing, but i told him the basics and that he was going to become my new brother, so we couldn't have any more sex because it would be incest, you should have seen his face, I just burst into laughter, but he made me pay later that night when he "lost" the lube.

 I love him so much and now we are together forever.]

Further on our new life now, Uncle Charles has offered us to Manage and run a special reserve in Canada, We would have a free hand to protect and reserve the Flora and Fauna. we are leaving soon, It will be a new chance for both of us, and let us get away from the negative vibes at home.