Scotslad2's Blogs

Saturday morning was a beautiful day, blue skies and little wind,

I left James to sleep, he was knackered, it had just turned 7 am, I wandered around the site drinking my morning coffee,

I would switch to tea from then on, nothing stirred, I had visualised the finished new barracks, and I thought of other building we could raise, a medical wing, an animal hospital wing, all sorts of things,

I knew full well what I was dreaming of, my own village, manned with my chosen people, both James, Kit and I were young enough to see the whole thing to fruition,

A lasting legacy for the three of us, the only cloud on the horizon was Kit's love for me, I thought it might be just infatuation, but now I thought he was like Sigg and Bobby and Danny, and Ben for that matter, gay only for me.

But, what to do about it? that was the problem, that was what got me out of bed so early on a Saturday, I would slip back soon,

I knew James loved to wake up and try and mount me while I slept, I had  pretended to be asleep, many times and called him names for his despicable behaviour, making love to a Lord while he slept, it really turned him on,

I could tell by the hardness of his cock, and believe me that large helmeted six and a half inches is rock hard, once he changed positions too fast and split me inside,

I had a very embarrassing trip to my doctor to be stitched up, that sort of thing you must never leave to chance, you must get it fixed.

I heard the stirrings of men in the trailer and went back upstairs, James was sitting up in bed. 'Sorry, James, I had hoped not to disturb you', he yawned and smiled,

'That's alright Rory, I wondered where you were,' I stripped and got back into bed

'Did you search for me?' he lowered his eyes,

'Well,' I just got up and went to the bathroom, you weren't there, then I saw you walking around in the yard, so I thought I wouldn't disturb you.'

I know my James awfully well, yes he had searched for me and I guessed he had gone to Kit's bedroom to see if I was there,

'Is kit awake?' I asked innocently,

James smiled,

'No he's asleep.;

'Really James, how do you know that?' he thought for a moment,

'We can hear him when he gets up!' I smiled,

'We could before I had the insulation installed.' were you snooping James,?' he blushed,

'Well, I just wondered where you were!'

'And you assumed I would be with Kit?' James changed the subject and begged me to hug him, so I did, my little Elf-Boy was very jealous indeed. I held him across my body, he was that small,

It reminded me of the only time I really fell out with Ben, it was soon after James moved into my dorm, Ben was insanely jealous,

Ben had made it clear he wanted to shag me very much but the problem was where! he had said, for me to be careful because he was afraid people would think I was a Pedo, my shocked expression, sobered his ardour,

I had walked off in tears. But I knew what he meant, it didn't matter what James wore he looked like a child.

'James, you know there could only ever be you, you know that right?' he nodded, guilt etched on his face.

I got under the covers and pulled James on top of me, I glanced at him,

'You're just annoyed you didn't get to make love to me while I slept!' he buried his head into my shoulder, and I smiled. I raised my legs above my shoulders and said to James,

'Have at it!' he was hard and in me faster than I could say 'Slowly for God's sake!''

We snoozed till 9 am, I heard Kit munching around, I shook, James,

'My other Lover is awake, we better get up!', he grabbed my balls and I winced,

I climbed out of bed and carried James into the bathroom, stripping him while we walked, he was rock hard as I turned on the shower,

I kissed him and indicated my rear end, he jumped down and lubed me up, I knew he would be frustrated all day if he didn't get his second morning fix,  he always finished facing me,

I insisted, I just adored watching my little Elf's cum face, I never got bored of it, and he turned me on, if he wanted to make love to me ten times a day, I would let him.

As I said he has only six inches and a bit, with a large mushroom head, but being tiny it looks very large on him.

There had been two baths in the property, but we both thought this a waste of a scarce resource, water, so I had them taken out and they were placed in the forest, always with water in them, if wildlife came, they could at least have a drink, we had set up nest boxes and, a great luxury for us, a hummingbird feeder, it was placed outside our kitchen window,

I could watch these tiny jewels for hours, they had followed the Red Crested Woodpecker as it made hundreds of holes in the Maple tree, waiting for a sip, we just tapped a tree ourselves and stored it to top up the feeder.

I walked into the kitchen to make breakfast, James, as usual, headed for the study, Kit wished me good morning, and he hugged me, I was quite surprised by it, I wondered if he would have done it if James was with me, but then again, he knew James always went to the study first thing, he would eat his meals there, if I let him, but I insisted we sit at a table, especially when Kit moved in,

I wanted him to feel like a normal person in a house of love, not queuing for food in the orphanage canteen. I hugged him back and just very lightly kissed his cheek, he smiled up at me, those large pupil eyes, washing over me,

'Not too tired Kit?' he laughed,

'You must think I jerk off constantly when you're not around!' I nodded,

'Yes I do,!' he blushed, he was so sweet, I slid my hands down his pyjama bottoms, he made no effort to stop me so I removed my hand.

'Kit, I forget sometimes that you're older than me, he looked hurt,

'Only a year!' he said petulantly,

'And quite a bit more,' I added. he was, in fact, just over two years older than me.

'Anyway, let me assure you that you couldn't possibly cum as often as James and I Jerking off, as you put it, for us, it's a constant multi-daily occurrence.!'

He looked shocked and adjusted his crotch.

'Really?' I felt his dick, yes it was hard, I was surprised he didn't faint with all that blood rushing to it so fast, again he didn't try and stop me so I gave up, teasing him was half the fun.

'Kit, everyone wanks, all your mates in the trailer, everyone who has a cock, it's nothing extraordinary, it's just most people don't talk about it, I do, we will both be wanking till we're too old or dead, even if you get married, so will stop being a girl about it.!' he lowered his eyes from mine,

'We can't all be as confident as you Rory!' I held his shoulders, he looked at me,

'You can Kit, your special, do you think I, sorry We, could just love anybody? he searched my face,

'You love me?' I smiled, this boy was so adorable, I am surprised I hadn't fucked him by now.

'Who wouldn't, your kind, and very caring, and very sweet, someone would have to be an uncaring bastard not to care for you.

'All your mates outside love you Kit, don't you know that?' he dropped his eyes from mine again,

'I only care that you do Rory!' I pulled him to me and held him very tight, I whispered,

'And I always will.' and I felt his monster pressed against my thigh, and that's when James walked in,

'Morning!' he said in a little voice, I turned to him,

'Come and give Kit a hug James, he's feeling a little insecure, James came alongside me and hugged both me and Kit,

'There we are Kit, happy now, you see everyone loves you.' he smiled, he thought we had been caught, but we hadn't,

I would have behaved the same if James had been there, I thought he WAS special, and if I told him often enough he might just get the message he was,

Not many young men could have pulled all this off, recruiting the other guys, his leadership, they all listened to him, there were no dissenters, if there were, they would have been back on the train the following day, he was a born leader, James and I could see it, but our cute Orphanage boy couldn't, I was determined to change all that.

We sat down to a cooked breakfast for me and Kit, and Weetabix for James, we chatted and Talked about the fishing tomorrow, James said,

'You are just going for the day aren't you?' I laughed,

'Don't worry James I will be here for your Monday morning fix!'

James shot Kit a glance and slapped me around the head, I laughed, Kit said

'Morning fix?' I turned to him,

'A private joke Kit' I turned to face James,

'Anyway, we were going to stay overnight but I don't trust Kit, he might Jump my bones,!' Kit slapped me around the other side of my head, well, not a slap, a light touch, and he blushed. I thought a bit of levity might lighten the mood and it worked.

The gang didn't start work until 10 am, and had Sunday off, I thought it important to make sure they were content, everything was well ahead of the target, today we were going to raise the steel and bolt it all together, this was the important bit, once this was installed, we could replace the roof, the glass would be secondary, I had designed the whole thing so we could carry the glass up the stairs to fit it.

Everything was ready, we wandered down and Kit gave them a pep talk, I had suggested a bonus of $50.00 dollars (Canadian) if they finished by dusk, but told Kit to inform them, as if it had come from him, he did, and was met with smiles all around, and I added,

'And an extra bottle of beer for everyone, if Kit, allows it!' he turned to me, beamed, and said,

'Right boys let's get started!'

Everyone headed to the pile of steel, Kit sent some up to the roof to guide the steel beams into place, they were all numbered, so it was foolproof, I just left them to it and Joined James upstairs.

I walked into the study and Rex was sitting alongside him

'Eye eye James what's this?' James looked cross,

'We're changing the wording on the Electrical diagram!'

'Right' i said smiling, it's amazing how you can get the wrong end of the stick sometimes isn't it?'

James didn't say anything but he got the picture, Rex just looked baffled. James had C.A.D, (sorry, Computer Aided Design.) on his laptop,

I intended for him to ask Kit to help him design the Ranger uniforms on it, it was a different sort of design structure, but a design none the less, but that could wait till I had him to myself.

Having made my point, I walked up the new stairs and onto the roof just as the first beam swung into view, it missed my head by millimetres, the boys were stunned, none more than Kit,

He shot up the stairs like a man possessed, as I avoided the steel I fell over, Kit must have assumed it had hit me, he was mortified, he reached me and held my head against his chest, he was wimpering., his hand gently holding the back of my head.

There was panic in his eyes as he searched for my injury.

'Kit, I'm alright, it was my fault'

I was the only person there not wearing a high vis jacket and hard hat,

'Rory, what were you thinking,?' The concern was etched on his face, I was moved by it, I scrambled to my feet and apologised to the men, they were all shocked by what had happened, foolishly I had almost ruined everything,

I left the roof, much to everyone's relief. Kit was shaking, I could feel his pulse racing as he helped me down the stairs,

James and Rex had heard the commotion and come to see what happened, I explained my error, James assured me I was now banned from the roof until the work was done, I acquiesced, I had caused enough trouble.

My little Elf boy could be very forceful when he wanted to be, especially when he was right!

Kit took me to the kitchen and made me some tea, I had to put him straight,

'Kit never drop your guard in front of your men, if they didn't know you cared for me before, they do now!' Kit looked desperately hurt, he stood up,

'I don't care for you!' I was stunned,

'You don't?' he kneeled in front of me searching my face,

'No, I love you, don't you know that??'

I felt foolish, I knew he did but chose 'care' instead of love,

'But why kit, you have only known me for about six weeks!' now he seemed exasperated,

'You are the only person who has ever treated me like an equal, who has guided me, encouraged me, trusted me completely, even loved me, how could I not love you,!' and tears sprung to his eyes,

I was relieved so it was gratefulness he felt not lust, thank the heavens for that.

I'm sorry Kit, I love you too,' he threw the question right back at me,

'Why Rory, you have only known me a few weeks!?

'What could I say?

'As I said, Kit, I think your special, I haven't met anyone like you, you're cute, your part of this family now, and you will always be,'

He looked at me saying nothing, and then walked out without a word, I went through what just happened, what was said, did I miss something? I had no idea.

I wandered around the site alone, like a spare prick at a wedding, Kit avoided me like the plague, I checked the mail, I topped up the feeders, I did everything but have a wank, and if Reggie had left,t James would have sorted that out for me.

I wandered into the boy's trailer, it was immaculate, the orphanage must have been strict, or was it Kit's instruction, everything was in its place, I checked the fridges and freezers, making sure they had all they needed,

I felt guilty not to have left the crates of beer with them but they were all so young, would they behave, and just have their two pints a night each,

Kit had told me that some of the boys didn't drink so there's was being shared around, but he said he felt guilty when he had access to the Single Malt whenever he liked,

I told him there would alway's be a distinction between him and them, that we weren't a commune, he was the boss, they were the workers who just happened to be his friends too, I told him they had grasped that principle, why hadn't he?

I suppose this is what he was talking about why he loved me, I treated him like a little brother which was weird as he was a bit older than me but very innocent,

I found it to be very endearing, but what did I say that made him leave so abruptly? I was mystified, still, I had a guess I would find out pretty soon.

I heard a lot of chatter and walked out as they all walked in, it was 4 pm Coffee time, they looked at me questioningly,

'I was just making sure you have everything you need', I spied Tom, the cook,

'If you need anything, Tom let me know,' he smiled,

'We tell Kit, he sorts us out'

Did I feel a fool, of course, he did, I sort of thanked them and walked up to the house, no Kit, anywhere, I gave up, James walked in,

'Shall I make the tea Rory?' i nodded,

'Are you alright?' he asked me,

'To be honest, baby, will you shag me while I have a wank?' and as soon as I finished talking,  Kit walked in, heard enough and walked out again, this was not my day,

James laughed at my discomfort,'

I take it you're not interested then, James?'

I saw his 'package' move, he took my arm and we went into my bedroom and he fucked me good with my knees pushed past my ears he pumped me very fast, it was a blur, that very hard cock made me grit my teeth, he knew exactly when I was going to come, after all, he had shagged me a couple of thousand time and, like me he watched my eyes, the second my spunk surged from my cock so did his, deep inside me, at least it was a release, for now,

But this thing with Kit was becoming a distraction, we were behaving like schoolboys, taking offence for the slightest of reasons, I cared too much for him for this misunderstanding to continue,

I had to be honest with him but I was afraid, the loss of my beloved James would kill me, it almost had before.

I had to sort something out with Kit that didn't interfere with the daily running of the reserve and mine and James life, the problem was, What!!!

I dreaded the evening when we were all together, what must Kit Think of the overheard conversation of me begging James to fuck me?

One thing was for sure, i knew i would find out quite soon!!