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I have been so depressed I thought I was going to hurt myself. I am feeling "better" now.
I have been so depressed I thought I was going to hurt myself. I am feeling "better" now. Sigh. I feel like damaged goods and not marketable for anyone to fall in love with me or live the life I wish. I hope I am wrong. I wish there would be a cure for nerve damage that causes tinnitus and my two back issues with degenerative disc disease and bulging discs. I hope you all are having a better life than myself.
Someone cutting some onions? I...I can't see! :)
Zany, I know I am not your favorite person in the whole world but still I am glad you did not hurt yourself. You are a decent person and you have value. Please, don't ever hurt yourself. Thank you.
Oh, you all are so sweet! That or some A.I. posts some nice comments! :)
i know where you are coming from about being depressed--the last 18 months has really put my mental state to the test--doctor changed my meds put me on wellbutrin and prozac and had a spell last week and was rushed to doctor--didnt hurt myself but was going to--i sat there in is office hands handcuffed behind my back so couldnt hurt myself or anyone
what caused my problem --they counted the meds i am on and said there were about 6 days of meds not taken--i swear i was taking them but blood work came back and showed very little was in my blood---so now i am on my meds and have family make sure i take it andi sit here wonder if my family member didnt walk in on me when i was about to hurt myself--where would i be now--i try not to think about it but i cant help it
now your back pain is another issue my day and my uncle both have bad backs--andmy dad retired 8 years ago because of it--alot of where the damage comes from --those discs are out of place--talk to your doctor about shots in the back to help--they helped my dad for a while--but what happens is arthritus sets in around those discs and deteriorates those discs and others around it--try your best to get on something like ibuprofen to keep that arthritus down and even though the pain wont go totally away--it wont get any worse-because of arthritus ---
i have arthritis in my knee where i injuered it years ago-i got for a mri this week to see how much is deteriorated--and if its to point of needing knee replacement surgery--so try best cope with the pain-sooner or later we all have to find ways to cope with it--my uncles been coping with his for 23 yrsso try best to cope with it--
You're the total opposite of what I'd expect from a guy who hurts so much, try being a bit more accepting and perhaps you'll be rewarded.
I think some of it was because I forgot to take some pain medicine a couple of times over this past week and was hurting and got really scared and blue. Thank God for Aleeve and Tylenol. That shit really works for me. That's completely out of character to be so sad...at least before this past year. I am trying look up and think positive.