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To all my US friends..i just want to wish you all a very happy and enjoyable THANKSGIVING holiday tomorrow (Thursday 22nd) tuck into the turkey and enjoy!

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I've recently found an old friend I went to elementary school with on Facebook. I had a dream about him the night before and this really odd feeling came over me when I woke up... so I used Google to look him up and turns out he has a FB page. As soon I saw his picture, the feeling that I felt when I woke up just... Exploded? I should mention I just recently accepted that I was gay and nothing was going to change that. So I started -looking- for guys to be with because that feeling of being alone every night and having no one to really connect with absolutely sucked. So lately I've desperately been trying to meet new guys (having no school/job limits my searches in person). When I saw his picture of him grown up, I just... I can't even describe how I felt. It was like, "That's him. Right there, that's who I want to be with". So I friended him, and checked FB on my phone so many times during that day. Once he accepted it was like, "YES!! One step closer, come on!". I sent him a message saying something like, "thanks for accepting, how are you etc." and he responded with "yeah it's been so long, how/where are you?"... but when I replied to that he didn't reply at all... So in that feeling of what I can only assume/imagine is "Love" I desperately wanted him to reply... so I sent him another... coded/subliminal message saying, "I respect you for (what your pix show on FB) everything". Really I meant, "I think you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen and since you're working towards being something that I've wanted to be as a kid, I want to get to know you more"... Looking back it's like, how the hell could I say that? I probably scared him off and sounded like someone with no life that sits on FB all day... which btw, I don't. I go on facebook maybe twice a week just to check friend requests/messages and to see what my mom posts :P. So getting to the point... I need to know how to get over this feeling of, I was potentially so close to being with someone but now its ruined. To put that feeling in a better perspective, I play video games more than I should, and I jerk off AT LEAST once a day depending on where I am/who is around. Since I had that dream, I haven't sat down and played a video game for more than 10 minutes because I can't stop thinking about him and I haven't jerked off since the night of the dream. Last time I saw him was 5 years ago, and haven't thought about him since then (I thought he was pretty cute back then but wasn't sure if I was gay or straight). I'm writing this out of...... desperation? I need help and ideas of how to stop thinking about him ALL THE TIME.. I haven't eaten a lot, and I've been lost. I've never had this before and I thought after a few days it would at least mellow down but it's been 6 days since the dream and it's been Hell the whole time. Day and night. I don't want to sleep because I want to see his picture just one more time, or check the messages to see if he responded.. I should also note, I don't talk about my true feelings with anyone and most likely never will any time soon (unless I meet someone, of course). So writing about this I guess is helping both about my feelings for him and helping me be more open. I appreciate any help you guys can give me. :)

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<p>I am currently in America on holiday undertaking a long planned (yet constantly postponed) trip through this fine country of yours.</p> <p>Will be here for about 3 months and any GBT members who want to meet up just PM me - more than happy to meet up and have a cup of tea and a chat with anybody, so just sing out.</p> <p>Have been to San Francisco and Washington DC so far (lovely cities! friendly people) and currently in Boston visiting an old friend from High School who works here.</p> <p>America is just amazing and I will be regularly updating this with details of my travels</p>

<p>love thy neighbour, I know real life is not perfect, but I can give my love and loads of affection to all my friends on here, like Thomas, Joel, Chris, Mike,Billy, Jerrod, to name just a few, and Sam, and all the rest of you I love close to my heart</p>

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<p>When I log in here at GBT...  I'm not just coming back to see friends. It's family.  When I look through all the blogs, and user profiles I think how proud I am of you all.  Yesterday I learned a valuable lesson about doing too much in one day and have completely worn myself out yet I have one more day of it to go yet. I would take the day off but I just cant..  it would feel like giving up on myself.</p> <p>Take it from me guys...  don't let anything get you down.  Life can be harsh....  and it deals some nasty blows at times. BUT...  you WILL make it through.  I too have been there and thankfully have made it. Sure, I have nasty memories and flashbacks which kick my bipolar off but that's where my singing comes in handy..  and that's why I do it so much hahaha.</p> <p>What else helps me?  Being here with you all.  We have the wonderful Nick18 who keeps the site going..  sure the site has it's ups and downs (hey...  who said so does my penis?! LOL) but the site is still here. And I thank you, Nick for that.</p> <p>And I have my close friends who I call my family. They know the real me...  and when I lost my own family, they stepped in and looked after me...  something I will always be thankful for. Especially when I had a lot of drama in my life last year.</p> <p>SO ...  why this blog?  Easy...  it's my long-winded way of saying thanks...  and I LOVE YOU ALL xxx</p>