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As I was growing up, I was always self-conscious about the way I looked. Taking a look back to when I was in high school, I noticed that I was very different from all of the other guys. Overweight, hairy...the list goes on and on. I was always envious of the other guys, of the way they looked and the way they seemed to keep their bodies so in shape with almost no effort at all. I contemplated what I was doing wrong that was preventing me from having a body like that and, for the rest of my time in high school, grew to hate myself for how I looked. When I graduated, the feelings followed me into the real world. I was always afraid of what people thought of me...how they viewed me as a person because, as I'm sure many of us here are aware of, multitudes of people judge the book by its cover. I continued hating myself, but times have changed. As I started college, I began browsing various gay communities across the internet, sharing little tidbits about myself and occasionally a few pictures. As time went on, I began to realize that the image I had of myself in my head was not what the rest of the world was seeing. People seemed to like how I looked and assured me that there was nothing wrong with my body type. Some of them even chatted with me further, boosting my confidence levels in myself and making me realize that everybody has their flaws, but if you look past them, you see the person behind the mask. Today, I maintain a healthier diet and semi-regular workout routine, but not to change the way I look, but to give me a feeling of accomplishment. I'm comfortable with how my body looks and am no longer ashamed of myself. Sure, I might not be the fittest, or the most handsome, but I am ME, and, through struggle, I have learned that NOBODY can take that away from me.

if you could would you or not change one aspect of your life? Mine I should have moved to Alaska way back when I was in my 20's not for the gold lol but for the life style.

He turned to me and wept, the little secrets of his inner vulnerabilities on exhibit for all. His tears, drowning my world to a sea of gray cold lifelessness; a world without rhythm or heart. His hand grips mine tightly, an emotional anguish that digs at my resolve, my gift for compassion. He seeks me like a child would his mommy and I am there for him. "That one knows the secret," one said from above. "He has the gift of insight." "We shall see," they all replied. I put my arms around his waist and pull him to me, placing my chin gently on his broad shoulder as we stand chests together. With my lips to his ear I whisper melodies of love, causing the strings in his heart to vibrate in chorus. It is a harmony of grace; a duet of hearts bringing civility and compassion back to a world not worthy. In an explosion of color and joy, his being is restored, my obligation fulfilled. "Things are as they should be," they all agreed.

When I need it, my stephmom helps me with my sperm come out.

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one of the members had a great idea for a photo catagory. i am sorry don't remember his name. it was for shirtless

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One week lying in bed with a high fever and flu. Slept almost 24/7. A terrible headache and my body feels like the train had run over. Now feeling a little better, but still a feeling of weakness.

Have a good weekend to all my friends, back to business next week, hopefully, Hugs, Poor-Jay:)

anyone in uae ?

Active Tuesday, Boys!

 

I know this is not a political forum, however many have expressed an interest in the current political climate in the US of A.  This is information you are not going to get on CBS, NBC, ABC, CNN MSNBC, etc because of their plitical bias to the left.   As an independent I find myself increasingly going to UK papers such as the UK Daily Mail, and The Wall Street journal for a less biased approach.   The problem lies in NOT what they are reporting but in most cases what they are FAILING to report.   Thus you are only getting maybe at most HALF the story.  I am even suspect of such respected news sources such as The Associated press, etc.!   Don't believe everything you see or hear from the "mainstream" media sources.  We are being manipulated and you may not even know it!  We are being Scammed!   Anyway thought you might want to see this news which isn't on the " Mainstream mediamainstream "