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Create New Blog EntrySo I watched the CNN show "Life, With Lisa Ling" and the episode about porn tonight. Overall, I thought it was very good. It gave you a look at when the interviewees started to watch porn and how it affected their lives and their view on sex. There was also a female adult performer who was trying to get it across that mainstream porn is an "entertainment" industry, and that the performers are actors. She said that a lot of times she is acting about the attraction to her partner, and acting orgasms because she said it is hard to do on demand.
I've had limited experience participating in studio porn and can relate to the fact that it's not as easy as it looks. First off, there is the paperwork. I had to go get tested to make sure that I didn't have any STD's that I could have potentially spread to others on the set. I had to prove that I was over the age of 18, which for me at the time (this was when I was 18 and 19) was hard since I looked like I was maybe 16 or 17. Once the paperwork was done, the company that I was doing it for said that they would call me within a week or two to set up the shoot date. [No need to ask if you can see the videos since the company I did it for was pretty small and didn't last very long. And after going through a few computers I've lost my copies. Maybe someone downloaded it sometime and I'll find it here someday.]
It took about a week before I got a call asking if I was going to be available to do a shoot that coming weekend. So that Saturday afternoon I told my parents that I was going out with some friends [I was still in high school at the time with a few months to go and still living with my parents] and drove to the address that the company had given me where they were going to do the shoot. When I got there, there were a few more people than I thought were going to be there. There was me, the other boy they picked as my partner, two people doing the cameras, and one doing the lighting. It was a bit intimidating at first.
Now I'm going to backtrack here a bit and say that having sex in a group setting was not going to be anything new. I was involved with my first group sex experience when I was 14, and when I was hustling there were plenty of times when I was paid to have sex while there were one or more observers. But the other participants in the porn shoot made it feel different because though they were there to record the sex, they were more focused on their job than they were on the sex.
I was first introduced to who my partner was going to be while we were still dressed. I told him that I had just turned 18 two months before and was going to be a senior in high school in the fall. I have a July birthday, so I was older by a few months than most of the people that I went to school with. My partner was 19 and was going to be a freshman in college. They had us do one of those stupid little acting scenes before we ended up getting down to business.
Sex had always come easy for me pretty much no matter who my partner was. I was young, I was horny, I wanted to suck your cock, and then get fucked. Once we started it was hot and heavy until we had each cum once or twice, either on each other, or in each other. But it wasn't like that on the shoot. We would get going on something and then have to stop so the cameras and lighting could more to get a better shot. Sometimes they wanted a close up of the cock sucking, then they would go for the wide shot. When we got to fucking they wanted a down angle to show his cock running in and out of my ass. Then they wanted a shot from below so they could see myself jacking my cock while I was getting fucked. It was so much stop and go that it was hard to stay hard. Eventually they got our cum shots as I was on my back and he pulled out to cum all over my chest as I did the same. And then it was over. And it was over like a Craigslist or Grindr hookup.
After the shoot we each got dressed, got paid $1,000, and then went on our merry way for the rest of the day. I ended up doing one more shoot with them a few months later with another guy who was 25 for another $1,000. Then the summer I was 19 I did two more shoots with a different company that was more older/twink type of sex. It wasn't so bad either because I enjoy sex with older men as well and I got paid $2,500 for each shoot. So in a matter of a year, I made $7,000 for four days of sex. Like I said, it wasn't bad, but I could make the same amount, if not more, escorting for sex, and I didn't have to put up with all the BS of a porn shoot.
In the end, I learned that porn IS acting!
I think that the show really needed another hour to go into the actors side of the industry more. Why do people get into porn? I know the #1 reason is the allure of the money. Depending on the company you get with, how popular you become, you can make a good amount of money. Even if you only do it once, for a young guy like I was, you can make enough to pay rent for a month, or new clothing, or fill your groceries. And it's not just twinks doing porn for sure. Men, women, young, old, vanilla, bdsm, it's all out there, and the reasons to get into porn I bet are in the thousands. Nowadays, you don't even have to be a professional to be in porn. Just set up your camera, hit the record button, upload your video, and you too are now in porn.
The worst part about being able to make and distribute your own porn so easily goes back to the younger crowd. Guys and girls not yet 18 are seeing recordings online of other people making their own porn and think it's OK to do. How many times even here have you come across a video where the participants look a little younger than they should be? I'm guilty of it too. I never uploaded my younger stuff to sites like this, but back in the days of Yahoo and MSN Chat I made little videos of myself jacking off, or putting things in my butt, and then sharing them to guys I was chatting with. A buddy and I when we were in 9th and 10th grades were even known to do a live show ever now and then. We knew we shouldn't be doing it, but we didn't know how wrong it was.
It's not only L.A., L.V., and NYC where porn is being made these days. It's every backyard in America. Even people under the age of 18 are now making and distributing porn because society has given them the tools to do it, but haven't taught them about sex, and the dangers of porn production.
It's good that CNN took this first step at showing what internet porn is doing. But without continued follow up, like everything else, there will be a big outcry about it, and then it will slip back into the shadows. Porn is here to stay, that's for sure. We just really need to up the game of sex education so that porn and sex do not destroy the next generations ability to have genuine, loving, sexual relationships.
That's it for now.
I was literally floored my first day at community college. I had just arrived in town a few days before and was not familiar with anything, much less a huge college. I was trying to find my way to my next class looking at the floor plan in my hand when I crashed into this big hulk of a guy. My books went all over the floor, my glasses too and I joined them. I was dazed and then this guy apologizes, starts picking up my books and puts my glasses back on.
Are you hurt? he asks me apologetically. Nope I'm fine thanks. I should be apologizing to you, I answered. He was also clutching a floor plan in his hand. You new here too? I added. Yup, don't know a soul. Well now we do, I'm Cary, I said. Mike here, let's get together after class and grab a soda together. I couldn't believe it. He helped me up, he was a head taller than I, had a gorgeous golden tan, strong muscles, must be a football player, I thought to myself. Man he is a hot looking dude, must be quite a ladies man.
I couldn't help thinking about him and his hot looks all day. I did not see him again, but there he was at the end of classes by the school doors waiting for me. Live far from here? he asked me, Nope. Me neither, he answered let's walk to the mall. OK and we started chatting about our day. At the mall he took me to an old fashioned soda fountain I had not seen before and the place was filling up with guys. He said grab a table, I'll get in line and he handed me his back pack. I did find a little table near the back. Sat down and parked my books and his back pack on the other chair.
In a while he sauntered over with a big grin on his face holding a large soda and a large ice cream cup, two straws and two plastic spoons. I picked up my books, piled them on the floor and he sat down next to me and shared his goodies with me. A thrill shot through me as he looked at me and gave me a straw and a spoon. I am a lefty and he right handed, so all of a sudden while we are sharing his ice cream, I feel his left hand on top of my right hand and he just let his fingers casually fall between mine while he looked at me longingly.
I had never experienced anything in my life like this, but it felt so good. I just let it happen. 'You are so cute', he said to me just like that. I blushed and he smiled. 'Nobody told you that before', 'nope' I answered still dazed. 'Well Cary get used to it, cause you are very cute, just look at how some of the other guys here are smacking their lips looking at you.' I looked up from our hands and did notice some guys staring at me and Mike. I blushed again and blurted out: 'you are so hot Mike, I like you a lot'.
He squeezed my fingers between his, smiled at me and said: 'Close your eyes Cary'. I did. and he kissed my ice creamy lips with his. He put his hand behind my neck so I wouldn't back off and slipped his creamy tongue into my mouth. I gave up any pretense of shyness now. He wanted me and knew I wanted him too. I kissed him back, sucked his tongue and let it curl up with mine. He took my hand off the table and down to his thigh where he placed it close to his crotch so I could fell the heat. I started feeling his powerful leg muscles and he just sighed and said: 'That's just what I need Cary, keep going baby, you are hot too'. Just then I broke the kiss and looked down at our hands still together, mine was stroking his leg coming closer to and closer to his bulging crotch. 'Go ahead Cary, feel it how hard it is just for you', he said quietly. I did and felt the thrill of my life as for the first time I felt another guys joy stick and it was as hard as mine.
'Wow!! I said, man you are so big and hard!', 'You like it?' he asked me anxiously. 'Feels real good, I'd like to see it.' I answered, excited to be talking like this to a great looking guy. I had always fantasized about meeting a guy like this, but had no idea how it could happen, and here I was in a soda fountain playing around with a gorgeous dude's power tool and enjoying it. 'How about coming over to my place so we can get to know each other better. Nobody else will be there till 8 pm'. 'Oh man thats a real cool idea Cary, let's go now!' We both got up and flattened our jean's bulges and took off to my place.
Once inside he grabbed me and kissed me passionately. Man what a kiss!! He held me tight and I could feel the thrill of his growing stiffy against my thigh. He also grabbed my tail and squeezed my butt. I grabbed his too and he let me fondle his ass cheeks. Man they were nice and firm. My little pecker grew hard too and I rubbed it against his leg. We both moaned and sighed softly. I couldn't believe I was in his arms. He pulled off my shirt and started rubbing my chest, pinching my little nipples. 'Wow that feels so good Mike', 'you like it', 'yup I like everything you do to me', 'oh we are going to have a lot of fun together, where do you hang out?' 'Upstairs' I said and he led the way up the stairs to my bed room, there we stripped for each other and liked what we saw.
I pulled him into bed with me. and he landed on top of me. I opened my legs wide and let his thighs fall between them. His hard big cock pressed against my crotch and it felt oh so good and I told him so. I use lube to jack off and finger my ass hole, so I opened my night table drawer and gave it to him. He kissed me, I parted my lips to let his tongue in my mouth and started sucking it. Meanwhile he started playing with my nipples making them hard, then he licked and sucked them too. I was happy he was enjoying them and making me feel so good. I never thought he could give me such a thrill. He kissed my neck and left a mark on it, saying I was his. I told him I wanted to be his.
After a while he asked if I would suck his cock and I said yes, I wanted to. He sat on my chest with his legs spread and brought my head up till my lips touched the tip of his cock. I was oozing precum and I licked it. He felt a thrill all over and moaned when I did it. Wow! I did it again and again teasing his cock and he kept moaning asking me to suck it. Then he put his hand behind my neck and slowly pushed his throbbing man tool into my hungry and very willing mouth. My lips were drooling between my saliva and his precum as I took in his hot manhood and savored it. Then he slowly pulled it out while I clamped my lips around it and felt it withdraw. Then he pushed it in again, this time deeper, pretty soon I was going wild with his face fuck. Every time he got more shaft in, till finally his black curly pubes tickled my nose. 'Grab my balls and feel how heavy they are', he joked. 'I'm gonna breed you real good Cary, you are going to be my bitch'. 'Oh yes Mike, go ahead make me your bitch and seed me good'.
'You really like it Cary', he finally told me, and I said, 'I love it. It feels and tastes so good'. I kept it up, looking up at his sweet face as he blew me kisses and caressed my face. Then he put some lube on one hand and began feeling up my ass crack. 'Gee Cary, you have such a smooth pussy', he said as he fondled my butt and fingered my virgin man cunt. His finger felt much better than mine up my ass and soon I was begging him to fuck me. I was hot and horny and I wanted him inside me. He quickly took his cock out of my mouth, got off me and raising my legs started sucking and rimming my hole. I gasped as I began to enjoy this new feeling and realizing that in a few minutes I would be his bitch and he would breed me and fill my pussy with joy.
Before I knew it he was behind me, raised my leg, asked me to hold it and put his wet cock head against my hole, 'Push Cary, open your pussy for me' he commanded me, I obeyed and felt his hard helmet get past my o ring. 'Ohh! Mike' I moaned in ecstasy as I lost my virginity to him and felt him slowly and deliberately fill my pussy with his joy stick. It was what I wanted and needed from him. He let me adjust to his tool and then began to fuck me slowly and deliberately, and I started to enjoy it. Before long I was moving back and forth making his hot hard tool come in and out of what was fast becoming my man cunt. He was right I was becoming his hot bitch and loved it.
I felt this powerful urge to get laid by him and give him my pussy to enjoy, but also I felt he was making me feel like I wanted to cum. My little prick was not hard now, it was soft and dangled freely as I moved back and forth faster and clamped my o ring around his power tool to feel it more and more getting me so excited till all of a sudden I moaned, shuddered and began shooting my load onto the bed. He kissed me, held me tight and shuddered too as he began seeding me, filling me with his love juice that I so much wanted. We both were in ecstasy now. We kissed as hard as we could, his hard tongue was inside my mouth filling it with his hot saliva as his dick unloaded all his cum inside me. I was his now, his hot bitch boy. What more could I want that first time. It was pure bliss. Joy at discovering a guy who wanted me as much as I wanted him.
Soon we would be involved in a long series of adventures which I would like to tell you guys about if you encourage me with your comments!
How many people in photos around here do you think tattooed themselves or were branded? :0
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