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i am going to london for international gay pride. now some will ask why i dont say 'gay marriage'. firstly and in my opinion, 'gay' include too many politics not all agree with. mainly however, if 'gay' cover all in community why we say 'lgbtq'? now many know i am aspie so this may sound so literal and all black/white ~ no it is valid comment on the term. so now on another term, 'marriage'. to me (and i have talk about me faith here before) marriage is a word that define a 'holy rite' and this may upset many who might otherwise say, 'no, america is a democracy with constitution so live and let live' you know? i have mention this before but now let me make personal. i want the human right of being in 'legal relationship' that non-discriminatory against same-gender couples. we have separation of church and state (which mean freedom of religion not from it) so how can expect state to legalize 'holy rite' based in largest faiths of world? this why i say 'legal relationship' that does not cross the line of church/state and since legal, use the language of law that is still (in usa) latin: matrimony comes from matrimonium means same thing as marriage. so, i want to hear from people that would support same-gender leaders come back to washington and all organizatiosn to unite in calling for federal law similar to the doma, let that law stand but create a law like it called 'right to matrimony act' or 'rtma' for both house of legislature to pass and forget all this state voting stuff. in other words, let federal law for marriage stand and create equal law to let matrimony to exist and all states abide by it. please do not compare this to separate but equal. this means same and equal only. thank you for constructive and positive comments and i will bring these to london when i go on 6 july for big day on 7 july (also me birthday #21 and time to take on new responsibilities :)

<p>Have you ever left everything youv'e known behind to go somewhere where you could truly be happy? Sometimes I wish I could just pack up and fly aroud the globe to a place where I wont be judged for being who I am. Then I think that it probably doesn't exist. That I will always be judged. All I have ever wanted is to be happy. To walk the streets and hold that special boy or girls hand

hey everybody!! I want you guys to tell me what i should post (pics or vids and what should i be doing?) i love being naked and sharing my experiences with you! chat me/post on my wall! bye! :)

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid To take a stand, to take a stand (Yeah, it's been a ride) Everybody, everybody (I guess I had to) Come take my hand, come take my hand (Go to that place to get to this one) We'll walk this world together through the storm (Now some of you) Whatever weather, cold or warm (Might still be in that place) Just lettin' you know that you're not alone (If you're tryin' to get out) Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (Just follow me, I'll get you there) You can try and read my lyrics off of this paper before I lay 'em But you won't take the sting out these words before I say 'em 'Cause ain't no way I'ma let you stop me from causing mayhem When I say I'ma do something, I do it, I don't give a damn what you think I'm doin' this for me, so fuck the world Feed it beans, it's gassed up if it thinks it's stopping me I'ma be what I set out to be, without a doubt, undoubtably And all those who look down on me, I'm tearing down your balcony No if, ands, or buts, don't try to ask him why or how can he From "Infinite" down to that last "Relapse" album He's still shittin' whether he's on salary, paid hourly Until he bows out or he shits his bowels out of him Whichever comes first, for better or worse He's married to the game, like a fuck-you for Christmas His gift is a curse, forget the earth, he's got The urge to pull his dick from the dirt and fuck the whole universe I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid To take a stand, to take a stand Everybody, everybody Come take my hand, come take my hand We'll walk this route together through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just lettin' you know that you're not alone Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road Okay, quit playin' with the scissors and shit and cut the crap I shouldn't have to rhyme these words in a rhythm for you to know it's a rap You said you was the king, you lied through your teeth For that fuck your fillings, instead of getting crowned you're getting capped And to the fans, I'll never let you down again, I'm back I promise to never go back on that promise, in fact Let's be honest, that last "Relapse" CD, was "eh" Perhaps I ran the max and since hit the ground Relax, I ain't goin' back to that now All I'm tryin' to say is get back, click clack, pow 'Cause I ain't playin' around, it's the game called circlin' I don't know how, I'm way too rough to back down But I think I'm still tryin' to figure this crap out Thought I had it mapped out, but I guess I didn't This fucking black cloud still follows me around But it's time to exorcise these demons, these motherfuckers are doing jumping-jacks now I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid To take a stand, to take a stand Everybody, everybody Come take my hand, come take my hand We'll walk this route together through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just lettin' you know that you're not alone Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road And I just can't keep living this way So starting today, I'm breaking out of this cage I'm standing up, I'ma face my demons I'm manning up, I'ma hold my ground I've had enough, now I'm so fed up Tryin' to put my life back together right now It was my decision to get clean, I did it for me Admittedly, I probably did it subliminally for you So I could come back a brand new me, you helped see me through And don't even realize what you did, believe me you I've been through the ringer, but take it through little to the middle finger I think I got a tear in my eye, I feel like the king of My world, haters can make like bees with no stingers And drop dead, no more beef flingers No more drama, from now on I promise to only focus On handlin' my responsibilities as a father So I solemnly swear to always treat this roof like my daughters And raise it, you couldn't lift a single shingle on it 'Cause the way I feel, I'm strong enough to go to the club Or the corner pub and lift the whole liquour counter up 'Cause I'm raisin' the bar, I shoot for the moon But I'm too busy gazin' at stars I feel amazin' And I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid To take a stand, to take a stand Everybody, everybody Come take my hand, come take my hand We'll walk this route together through the storm Whatever weather, cold or warm Just lettin' you know that you're not alone Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road

A new gay magazine is launching (no, not THAT type) - an article and legit picture style magazine. The topic they're covering in their first issue is "cyber bullying", and are looking for people to contribute their stories. You can visit the site, and contribute your fine words via the link below.

www.OKImGay.com/index.php/Contact

Feet for me must be perfect, I have a particular type I like and if they are attached to a cute guy then I could play with them all night. I have sucked the toes and licked the feet of four really cute guys in my life so far.

<p>You are the sun that shines bright throughout my day,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are the gravity that holds me down in every way.<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are the moon that shimmers throughout my night,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are stars that glimmer oh so bright.</p> <p>You are the oxygen that keeps me alive,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are my heart that beats inside.<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are the blood that flows through me,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are the only guy I can see.<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You have the voice of when a mocking bird sings,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are my everything.<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" /><br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You are my one and only,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />You stop me from being so lonely.<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />We plan our future as if we have a clue,<br style="font-family: Nunito, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 16px; line-height: 22px;" />I never want to lose you,</p> <p>I want to be with you for the rest of my life.</p>

<p>is there a vid on group wank in last row of a class in school?... lets chat about that</p>

the fakers make it too much for me to stay. i have hope that we have other place by now like the no porn boyspop but dont know what go on and not like attack nick at all cos he do a lot just keep this place and get smackup with complainin enough. to the guys who friend me and like chat and are so real and we talk about things more than a pic or video, i really love you as me friends. i try to start a little place but now am like bullied a way from there cos of one or two who think they own that space but i know who really does. just too much and maybe because im aspie but when i try to do things like setup support site and then get told it not good enough and im like well- you help me? no i dont need that. i hope some will come copy the links to trevorproject and malesurvivor to put on their profiles and reach out spread word of help for all hurtin. im ok and actual meet someone here who i know i am in love with and i give him all time he needs cos know love is patient and kind. no rush. hell, im not turn 21 until july. so i say fare well from here before sunday start in east usa and if ever we see each other somewhere else you hear me say 'cead mile failte' means 100,000 welcomes if i ever get a new place goin. just lot to think about right now and laugh all you want but i rather be in love with so special a guy i meet on porn site than never have love at all! so take care and i wish all happiness and peace in this life and also like always, big hugs and buddy love from me to you ~billy

 

Anyone been to see any good ones or are going to go to, been to Mammia mia, was great fun the whole audience joined in, didnt know what to expect, was a bunch of us went, what are your views on this.

 

Hi there anyone want to chat, i have skype, msn and yahoo mess. Message me ;)

 

Today I have been happily on this site for 1200 days. I just wanted to say a huge thank you to all my friends on here who have been so kind to me and I love you all xxxxxx

 

Due to the coronavirus I am home more often because of reduced work hours. I find my self jerking off more now since I have more free time. Anyone else?