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Added: 1035 days ago / Views: 224 Helping someone### When do you think you should step in to help someone, wheather it be a serious issue or not and do you believe there is still kindness in strangers. Are we in that time period when helping a stranger on the streets becomes to much or a hassel in our day. I wanna hear you opinion on these topics.
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Where are all the exotic twinks?
Added: 1035 days ago / Views: 220 Twinks from Belize, Surinam, Nepal, El Salvador, Costa Rica, Nauru, Papua-New-Guinea, Cabo Verde, San Marino, Laos? In all this countries are good looking and hard-dicked boys. But in the net, you didn´t find anything about them, why? Are the countries to exotic, is it impossible to go there? Is it to dangerous? No, I didn´t think so. We all have our fetishes. European or us-american guys, latinos, but normally from big states like Brasil, Argentina or Mexico, african guys from northern africa (Morocco for example) or from the Republic of South Africa and asian guys came normally from China, Japan or Korea. And the rest? It doesn´t exist. But twinks from Nauru looks so well like twinks from Australia and twinks from El Salvador are so big like the twinks of Brasil. We live in a globaliced world. But in this case, the world is not discovered so much. There are treasures of twinks, that must be found in the future.
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home made porn
Added: 1036 days ago / Views: 698 Has anyone of you ever made his own porn? Maybe just recording yourself jerking off? Or having sex on tape with your BF?
In my eyes it´s so much better to watch than any porn, because it´s real. Real hornyness, real desire, moaning not for the cam but as an expression of lust.
Or what do you guys think?
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Crazy, Mean exes.
Added: 1036 days ago / Views: 265 I was thinking I can't be the only one on here that has had a mean or crazy ex. Everyone has to have some kind of crazy/mean story. I was in a relationship for 3 years and my ex was genuinely crazy. Really crazy. But when you love somebody you put up with the mean side and the crazy side, well I did anyway. My ex didn't seem the least bit crazy until we moved in together. I mean I expected little crazy things like not leaving the porch light on all night, grocery shopping at 11 pm, only using super unleaded gas for the car. Boy I was in for a huge suprise. Usually any arguments happened over the phone and would be taken care of over the phone also. I will always remember my first argument after we had moved in together. My ex got mad and burned my favorite picture of us and then dropped it on the floor while it was still burning. It should have clicked in my mind- this person is crazy. But it didnt. That was just the beginning of everything. The next arguments eventually led to me having my face smashed against the wall in our room, being punched, pushed, locked in the bathroom with the lights off, and spat on. I was never one to physically abuse the one I loved, I just did not do that.
One time, I had a bad day, I was tired and emotionally drained. It took all of my might to not fight back when I was pushed. I almost did and my ex saw that I almost did. My ex egged me on, told me to quit being a ***** and hit back. I snapped and did. I felt bad after, and was so guilty that I was the one aplogizing at the end.
I should have ended it there, but you do stupid things when you are in love.
My ex cheated on me, and I found out and ended it. I felt betrayed and when I started packing, the first things I moved were the precious TV's. That was my revenge in my own little way. My ex found out that I was leaving and came home from work to "beat my ass" (as I was told). I ended up leaving half my stuff there because I didnt have it in me to fight anymore. My ex took great pleasure in destroying my stuff. After of course attempting to run me down with the car while I was walking down the street to my parents house.(totally serious) I guess the message im trying to say is, if you are being hit, pushed, punched or assaulted in a relationship then you need to get out of it now. It only gets worse as time goes on. Dont be stubborn like me and think that they love you because if they loved you, they wold not hit you. I do not regret for one minute what happened because life lessons teach you amazing things. ( I should write a book huh lol.) If you read all that thank you for listening, its nice to get things out that I have held in for so long.

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Topix #2
Added: 1036 days ago / Views: 242 Attracting someone#### I went out to a camping resort for a october fest weekend this past weekend. I looked around and people young and old were having a good time and I am observing the teenagers dancing near the DJ. And younger and older teens and people around my age are dressing trampy and acting like they haven't any sense. So the question is, do you believe that you have to act like a total slut or whore to attract someone or do you believe dressing nice and acting like a decent human being will have the same effect? I wanna know you opinions.
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Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 159 thanks to a certain someone I have my actually pic up now so now you can all stone me like the frankinstien i am lol joking buts its posted now and thanks Johnny
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Another request for dignity in death ~ of one so abused in life
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 699 i have been made aware that again, a video of the late vladik shibanov, has been uploaded to gbt. a few months ago, 'the other part' of this video was on the site and requests for its removal together with good cooperation from site admin nick18 had it come down.

this is NOT adult entertainment. it is in fact EVIDENCE in an international child abuse and pornography investigation. [ excerpt from ]

Published: August 3, 2011, 17:48

Headline: Crimean university lecturer delivered boys sex tourists and rented porn

"In 2009, Vlad S. died in a car near Alushta, which left a lot of questions from investigators. But his film is still actively sold and generate income to the creators. That picture with the late Vlad could form the basis for prosecution. The fact that the age of 18 this young man has appeared in two short porn films, one of which he, in particular, copulating in front of a camera with a rubber doll."

vladik was one of untold numbers of ukraine/crimea boys from poor homes that was lured by money and 'toys' then controlled and manipulated by one well-studied in psychology, igor rusanov the founder of azov films and ~ who is apparently still in custody facing prosecution. updates are difficult to get and i have a contact in german who tried to keep me informed of things.

i have no doubt from all that i have been given and read, that vladik, like me and others here who are adult survivors of child sex abuse, was in fact an unassisted survivor (victim) at the time of his death in a horrible car accident. those who may have seen the other part of the 2 'doll' videos, will recognize that one was made with this same vehicle:

is there so much a shortage of content that we need have this on gbt? i dont think so. so i ask all other abuse survivors here and all persons with a heart that can find compassion or at least empathy in themselfs when they look at this humble pic from the alushta area:

lets join together and ask that this video of vladik also be removed and with respect for his memory and those he left behind (family, girlfriend and local friends) and also that we dont put any more of him here ~ ever!

this just for reference. dont have to watch it, speciall after seeing the pics i linked. [ ]

thank you.

recent blog about vladik (8/6/12)
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Wanna try this
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 142 I was thinking of maybe starting up a "Ask Johnny" colum. I was thinking since I like to give advise, maybe doing it on here is something that I can do and I can provide some adive on things. Maybe pick a topic and then run with it, what do you guys think.....BE NICE lol <3 Johnny
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Meaningful Discussion Here....
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 408 1. What are your strongest beliefs on life and how it should be lived?
2. Are you in a state of fulfillment right now?

1. I think that the gaining of knowledge is what leads one to living a full, distraction-free life, as well as contemplation of that knowledge. Usually, one would return to Nature to consider these questions. And with that knowledge we understand that which we need, emotionally, intellectually, and spiritually, because we listen to what is revealed by the deepest silence of our heart, not to the "noise" of T.V. or cell phones or Facebook.
2. No.

What do you think?
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A Silent Truth
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 367 I saw this video on YouTube a few months ago and I would like to share it with all of you . The acting is funny at time but the message is strong. I recommend you guys to take the 45 minutes to watch and I thought it would be worth it to share with you. Let me know in the comment below what you think.
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Stay Strong...Stay True......Thanks Tobs xoxxoo :-))
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 169 I just wanted to share something i read on Tobys wall.

" so guys keep believing things will be good, dont give up the fight in what you believe is right ..i know you cannot change everyones thinking about certain things but to lay a seed of doubt that will hopefully grow into something bigger is worth the effort ... good always overcomes bad just sometimes takes a long time ... Stay strong .. Stay true ... T♥by xxx
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If you could ask God 1 question and get an answer what would it be? (Assuming you believe)
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 415 For example I always wondered why he put hair on our assholes and set it up so we have to wipe the crap off! That is simply the single most degrading thing a person has to do every day. I believe we are the only creature in the animal kingdom that has to do that.
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Message to all my buddies!!
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 416 Hey guys hope everyone is doing well!! Miss u all lots!! Comment about how your doing if u want...bye for now!!

Love Kyle
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Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 201 SpicedLobster has posted a vid called Moon's a wonderful tribute to Andy Williams who died this week..yes Andy was from a bygone era..but his songs live on forever..
i would ask you all to watch it and let me have your comments..
SpicedLobster is a good friend of mine!!
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Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 168 I was a bit shocked today when I saw "Klassenzimmer1 part 1" video listed TODAY, 30th Sept. I was shoked because I uploaded it together with "part 2", which was listed on 13th March! Miracles happen!! :-))
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In the elmhurst IL area
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 138 let me know if your by elmhurst IL and wanta have fun? Im 17 no one knows im bi. im 6'1 about 190 lol let me know if you wanta have fun ha lol or just hang.
email or PM me
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In the elmhurst
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 148
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In the elmhurst
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 147
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After two years
Added: 1037 days ago / Views: 248 after two years of telling everyone im going to college i finally got accepted im going to a college in north dakota yay me
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GBT Outage?
Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 215 Has this site crashed in the last few minutes? Got a weird message on google Chrome. On Firefox the website is a complete mess. Saturday 07:42 PM UK time.
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How much time before sex?
Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 566 So I met this guy and we´ve dated a couple of times. Last time i gave him an oral but I´m not sure if we should have sex yet. How long should I wait before that?
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Help? I had sex for the first time there with a guy and all of a sudden straight after i feel really sick
Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 737 Like 30mins after i started getting sick.....Is it still just nerves or have i contracted something? im really worried. i dont wanna die of aids, cos then my family would find out. aggghhh
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Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 146 add me on skype if u wanna chat or if u live in Nottingham, cuz i do! - haydenwalker96
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Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 202 hey im hayden add me on skype (haydenwalker96) if you wanna chat and if you live in Nottingham cuz i do!! add me on skype im single - haydenwalker96
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Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 137 hey, im hayden add me on skype if you wanna chat or if you live in Nottingham, cause i do!!! let me know.
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good news
Added: 1038 days ago / Views: 272 there is lots of worry, problems,confusion here. tell everybody something good that is goin on with you. maybe good news about something. thanks.
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Thank You Everyone!!
Added: 1039 days ago / Views: 181 I just wanted to take the time and appreciate everyone on this site for everything that you have done for me this past week. Whether it be advice, help with my profile, encouraging words, or even posting on my page. From the bottom of my heart I thank each and every one of you. To those that have helped me through the tears I really appreciate you taking the time to do so. I can see things looking up for me and even if I get knocked a step back, I always jump two more steps forward.

Thank you so much, Danny
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Taking Advantage
Added: 1039 days ago / Views: 907 I live in a Tower block and on my floor there lives a couple who have a son of 20 who has autism. For most of this young lads life he has been living away from home in a special centre for Autistic children. However a couple of years ago he was deemed to be too old for this centre and was sent back home to live with his parents.

I know the parents well and have spoken to the lad a few times over the years when he has come home for visits, like Christmas, Easter and so on. For the past 3 weeks this young lad has spent some time in my company and has visited me on his own. His parents have no reason to question this and are happy to see their son lead a relatively normal life.

The lad acts very girly and I have always attributed this to his autism. However it is becoming very obvious he is not hetrosexual. I say this because he is aware that I am gay. A few days ago we were looking at an online camera shop and he opened a new window and launched this site, as I have the shortcut on my browsers bookmark bar.

We spoke about sexuality and the persecution of gays and why we hide our true identities. He accepted this and he declared he was gay. Is he gay? or is he identifying as gay because of his own experiences of persecution because he is autistic. Is he girly because he is gay or because he has never had a male role model to identify with?

Do you see my dilema?, do I scoop him up and carry him off to my bed? He has said he has had sex before in the centre where he lived and he said it was with other autistic guys and sometimes it was with care workers. Was he the victim of prolonged sexual abuse or is he really gay?. Do I believe he is gay as he declares and give him love and sex or do I dismiss him and walk away?.
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Gay Boys Tube
Added: 1039 days ago / Views: 158 I was looking through my friends list with the intention of removing those who are no longer with us or who have not logged in for more that 60 days. And I'll tell you I was pleasantly surprised to find only 2 that needed to be removed. One was removed who had not logged in for more than 90 days and the other for 107 days. Almost all members are active on this site and that must be a considerable achievement with all credit going to the owners and administrators. I joined 247 days ago and I am on here most days, I'm hooked on porn and jack-off while watching porn on here. Thanks for a great site guys.
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A Beautiful Poem
Added: 1039 days ago / Views: 218 I thought I'd post something totally different and share what I think is a wonderful poem written by e.e. cummings I think that it is a great poem that describes true love, which is something we all seek. I hope that it displays properly in this posting so that the verses are separated like they were written

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

~e. e. cummings
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other members re-posting my videos
Added: 1040 days ago / Views: 391 recently i posted a video called "two guys workout" it is in good quality and very popular attracting loads of viewers..yesterday i notice a member called Devonian had re-titled my video to "teen studs" and reposted it in his profile.. does anyone know how i can get this video taken off of his profile or how i can complain to the webmasters here..
any ideas please post on my wall, thanx. dirtyharry
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How i feel now!!
Added: 1040 days ago / Views: 205 last couple of weeks have been stressful and hard with stuff that has happen i just dont know what the hell i want anymore i feel like im just goin deep into a hole and i cant get out and feel i never goin get out of it :(:(:(
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QUESTION OF THE DAY: Which do you prefer Twinks or Teens
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 1094 Twinks can be of any age but skinny and hairless Teens are guys that are not hairless but are just teen boys not overly skinny some can be quite buff and have some body hair
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Cam Chat
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 159 What does everyone think of the idea of cam chatting.
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How delete subscribers ?
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 184 How delete subscribers ? (too much email with new video notifications !)
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Are You Gay?
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 238 Nowadays live as we think right and be ourselves is difficult because how can I be myself if always have someone there to insult me​​, question and criticize. It is at these times that expressions such as "out of closet" is unstressed.
Some hide, others reveal themselves, sometimes even more, somes keep secrets here to death and end up further damaging and others try really know who is who. So how do you know who is "gay", ask or guess. For you what is the best way to really know if someone is gay or at least sympathize with the movement?
We can not forget that most of the problems we face comes from lack of communication, someone come and talk and learn more about you and not creating errones ideas without even knowing you.
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my dirty ebook
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 220 hey guys, I don't know if anyone here is into gay erotica but I recently self published my own if anyone would like to check it out. Hot stuff, and I have 2 more planned.

Also, any other good erotica out there?
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real sex
Added: 1041 days ago / Views: 382 so im kinda tired of all the "fake sex". what i mean is all the pro porn vids on here. some are probly gay for pay and the love and passion isnt reall. does anyone feel this way? does anyone know any real non actor passonate sex on here
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