thanks to a certain someone I have my actually pic up now so now you can all stone me like the frankinstien i am lol joking buts its posted now and thanks Johnny
i have been made aware that again, a video of the late vladik shibanov, has been uploaded to gbt. a few months ago, 'the other part' of this video was on the site and requests for its removal together with good cooperation from site admin nick18 had it come down.
this is NOT adult entertainment. it is in fact EVIDENCE in an international child abuse and pornography investigation. [ excerpt from http://pastebin.com/z1wbtQbG ]
Published: August 3, 2011, 17:48
Headline: Crimean university lecturer delivered boys sex tourists and rented porn
"In 2009, Vlad S. died in a car near Alushta, which left a lot of questions from investigators. But his film is still actively sold and generate income to the creators. That picture with the late Vlad could form the basis for prosecution. The fact that the age of 18 this young man has appeared in two short porn films, one of which he, in particular, copulating in front of a camera with a rubber doll."
vladik was one of untold numbers of ukraine/crimea boys from poor homes that was lured by money and 'toys' then controlled and manipulated by one well-studied in psychology, igor rusanov the founder of azov films and boyjoy.com ~ who is apparently still in custody facing prosecution. updates are difficult to get and i have a contact in german who tried to keep me informed of things.
i have no doubt from all that i have been given and read, that vladik, like me and others here who are adult survivors of child sex abuse, was in fact an unassisted survivor (victim) at the time of his death in a horrible car accident. those who may have seen the other part of the 2 'doll' videos, will recognize that one was made with this same vehicle: http://www.flickr.com/photos/60640987@N08/5525417088
is there so much a shortage of content that we need have this on gbt? i dont think so. so i ask all other abuse survivors here and all persons with a heart that can find compassion or at least empathy in themselfs when they look at this humble pic from the alushta area: http://www.flickr.com/photos/60640987@N08/5524826893
lets join together and ask that this video of vladik also be removed and with respect for his memory and those he left behind (family, girlfriend and local friends) and also that we dont put any more of him here ~ ever!
this just for reference. dont have to watch it, speciall after seeing the pics i linked. [ http://www.gayboystube.com/video/194705/vladik-and-dolly-part-1 ]
recent blog about vladik (8/6/12)
I was thinking of maybe starting up a "Ask Johnny" colum. I was thinking since I like to give advise, maybe doing it on here is something that I can do and I can provide some adive on things. Maybe pick a topic and then run with it, what do you guys think.....BE NICE lol <3 Johnny
1. What are your strongest beliefs on life and how it should be lived?
2. Are you in a state of fulfillment right now?
1. I think that the gaining of knowledge is what leads one to living a full, distraction-free life, as well as contemplation of that knowledge. Usually, one would return to Nature to consider these questions. And with that knowledge we understand that which we need, emotionally, intellectually, and spiritually, because we listen to what is revealed by the deepest silence of our heart, not to the "noise" of T.V. or cell phones or Facebook.
What do you think?
I saw this video on YouTube a few months ago and I would like to share it with all of you . The acting is funny at time but the message is strong. I recommend you guys to take the 45 minutes to watch and I thought it would be worth it to share with you. Let me know in the comment below what you think.
I just wanted to share something i read on Tobys wall.
" so guys keep believing things will be good, dont give up the fight in what you believe is right ..i know you cannot change everyones thinking about certain things but to lay a seed of doubt that will hopefully grow into something bigger is worth the effort ... good always overcomes bad ..it just sometimes takes a long time ... Stay strong .. Stay true ... T♥by xxx
For example I always wondered why he put hair on our assholes and set it up so we have to wipe the crap off! That is simply the single most degrading thing a person has to do every day. I believe we are the only creature in the animal kingdom that has to do that.
Hey guys hope everyone is doing well!! Miss u all lots!! Comment about how your doing if u want...bye for now!!
SpicedLobster has posted a vid called Moon River..it's a wonderful tribute to Andy Williams who died this week..yes Andy was from a bygone era..but his songs live on forever..
i would ask you all to watch it and let me have your comments..
SpicedLobster is a good friend of mine!!
I was a bit shocked today when I saw "Klassenzimmer1 part 1" video listed TODAY, 30th Sept. I was shoked because I uploaded it together with "part 2", which was listed on 13th March! Miracles happen!! :-))
let me know if your by elmhurst IL and wanta have fun? Im 17 no one knows im bi. im 6'1 about 190 lol let me know if you wanta have fun ha lol or just hang.
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after two years of telling everyone im going to college i finally got accepted im going to a college in north dakota yay me
Has this site crashed in the last few minutes? Got a weird message on google Chrome. On Firefox the website is a complete mess. Saturday 07:42 PM UK time.
So I met this guy and we´ve dated a couple of times. Last time i gave him an oral but I´m not sure if we should have sex yet. How long should I wait before that?
Help? I had sex for the first time there with a guy and all of a sudden straight after i feel really sickViews: 706 · Added: 913 days ago
Like 30mins after i started getting sick.....Is it still just nerves or have i contracted something? im really worried. i dont wanna die of aids, cos then my family would find out. aggghhh
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there is lots of worry, problems,confusion here. tell everybody something good that is goin on with you. maybe good news about something. thanks.
I just wanted to take the time and appreciate everyone on this site for everything that you have done for me this past week. Whether it be advice, help with my profile, encouraging words, or even posting on my page. From the bottom of my heart I thank each and every one of you. To those that have helped me through the tears I really appreciate you taking the time to do so. I can see things looking up for me and even if I get knocked a step back, I always jump two more steps forward.
Thank you so much, Danny
I live in a Tower block and on my floor there lives a couple who have a son of 20 who has autism. For most of this young lads life he has been living away from home in a special centre for Autistic children. However a couple of years ago he was deemed to be too old for this centre and was sent back home to live with his parents.
I know the parents well and have spoken to the lad a few times over the years when he has come home for visits, like Christmas, Easter and so on. For the past 3 weeks this young lad has spent some time in my company and has visited me on his own. His parents have no reason to question this and are happy to see their son lead a relatively normal life.
The lad acts very girly and I have always attributed this to his autism. However it is becoming very obvious he is not hetrosexual. I say this because he is aware that I am gay. A few days ago we were looking at an online camera shop and he opened a new window and launched this site, as I have the shortcut on my browsers bookmark bar.
We spoke about sexuality and the persecution of gays and why we hide our true identities. He accepted this and he declared he was gay. Is he gay? or is he identifying as gay because of his own experiences of persecution because he is autistic. Is he girly because he is gay or because he has never had a male role model to identify with?
Do you see my dilema?, do I scoop him up and carry him off to my bed? He has said he has had sex before in the centre where he lived and he said it was with other autistic guys and sometimes it was with care workers. Was he the victim of prolonged sexual abuse or is he really gay?. Do I believe he is gay as he declares and give him love and sex or do I dismiss him and walk away?.
I was looking through my friends list with the intention of removing those who are no longer with us or who have not logged in for more that 60 days. And I'll tell you I was pleasantly surprised to find only 2 that needed to be removed. One was removed who had not logged in for more than 90 days and the other for 107 days. Almost all members are active on this site and that must be a considerable achievement with all credit going to the owners and administrators. I joined 247 days ago and I am on here most days, I'm hooked on porn and jack-off while watching porn on here. Thanks for a great site guys.
I thought I'd post something totally different and share what I think is a wonderful poem written by e.e. cummings I think that it is a great poem that describes true love, which is something we all seek. I hope that it displays properly in this posting so that the verses are separated like they were written
i carry your heart with me (i carry it in
my heart) i am never without it (anywhere
i go you go, my dear; and whatever is done
by only me is your doing, my darling)
no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want
no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that’s keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)
~e. e. cummings
recently i posted a video called "two guys workout" it is in good quality and very popular attracting loads of viewers..yesterday i notice a member called Devonian had re-titled my video to "teen studs" and reposted it in his profile.. does anyone know how i can get this video taken off of his profile or how i can complain to the webmasters here..
any ideas please post on my wall, thanx. dirtyharry
last couple of weeks have been stressful and hard with stuff that has happen i just dont know what the hell i want anymore i feel like im just goin deep into a hole and i cant get out and feel i never goin get out of it :(:(:(
Twinks can be of any age but skinny and hairless Teens are guys that are not hairless but are just teen boys not overly skinny some can be quite buff and have some body hair
What does everyone think of the idea of cam chatting.
How delete subscribers ? (too much email with new video notifications !)
Nowadays live as we think right and be ourselves is difficult because how can I be myself if always have someone there to insult me, question and criticize. It is at these times that expressions such as "out of closet" is unstressed.
Some hide, others reveal themselves, sometimes even more, somes keep secrets here to death and end up further damaging and others try really know who is who. So how do you know who is "gay", ask or guess. For you what is the best way to really know if someone is gay or at least sympathize with the movement?
We can not forget that most of the problems we face comes from lack of communication, someone come and talk and learn more about you and not creating errones ideas without even knowing you.
hey guys, I don't know if anyone here is into gay erotica but I recently self published my own if anyone would like to check it out. Hot stuff, and I have 2 more planned.
Also, any other good erotica out there?
so im kinda tired of all the "fake sex". what i mean is all the pro porn vids on here. some are probly gay for pay and the love and passion isnt reall. does anyone feel this way? does anyone know any real non actor passonate sex on here
I spent the weekend traveling through the mountains of the Sequoia National Forest and Yosimite. I have to tell you, if you have not been through the Sequoias you need to put them on your BUCKET list for sure! I stood in awe looking at those things. There is a tree called the "general Sherman" That is the olderst living thing on the earth, it was alive before Christ walked the earth (if you believe in Christ) and another tree called "General Grant" which is the largest tree on the earth. I tell you guys standing next to these living beings made me realize just how small and insignificant I was in the grand scheme of things. Kinda put things in prespective
Yosimite was nice but colder than a deadmans ass at night, I decided to camp there but my little two man tent ( sadly with only 1 man)and my down filled sleeping bag kept me from freezing. No hunta virus dont worry guys.
I caught a ride and am now in Sacremento, lots of wifi places!! I can get caught up on videos, and findout what I missed.