First guy I ever sucked was 15 and I was 16. We’d met for a wank a few times before in a quiet toilet after school, Seapoint Dublin, he wasn’t in my school. He sucked me and wanted me to do the same. His was wet and juicy and my hand knew his cock quite well. But my lips were in for a treat, even though I was nervous at first. I didn’t swallow him on that occasion but did so a good few times afterwards. His ass was also the first that I’d ever fingered. Six years later, I wonder where he is.
So I've been seeing a commercial on TV for a show on CNN that is airing tonight about porn addiction. Since we are all on this internet porn site, I wanted to see how others actually feel about their own views on porn.
I started watching porn when I was about 10 years old. My parents had just given me my first computer that I could use on my own in the privacy of my own bedroom. It wasn't like "oh good, now I can watch porn", I started off watching a lot of YouTube, playing online games, and finding some chat rooms. Eventually my 10 year old hormones started kicking in and one day when my parents weren't home, I typed "porn" into Google and boy did my eyes nearly pop out of my skull.
The first thing that porn did for me is to help me come to realize that I was gay. I was so intent on watching the guy sex, the girl sex just didn't do it for me. I wanted to see other guy's dicks. It made me comfortable with my own sexuality. I was never scared, or "questioning", about my being gay. I figured if this many people out there liked other boys as well, then it must be OK. I've never flaunted my sexuality. I guess you could call me one of the "straight acting" gay guys. But I've never said that I wasn't gay when asked.
Porn led to some fun times as a teen with other teen boys from my school and neighborhood. There was more than one occasion where a buddy of mine and I would watch a porn and then try to copy what the porn actors were doing. Whether that be making out, giving blow jobs, or rimming and fucking. So yes, you could say that porn was our sex education teacher.
And that is where the show on CNN I think is going to try to emphasize. Porn has become the leader in sex education. I'll be the first to admit, even from my experience, that porn is not the best way to get your sex education. But sex is the one thing that parents don't want to talk about, that parent's don't want the schools teaching, and parent's don't want you hooking up with older people to learn either.
I believe at 10 years old that is when you want to start teaching boys and girls about sex. That is when their bodies are starting to turn on the sexuality switch. By 13 the hormones are in full gear, and most boys don't know what to do with it. By 15 a good majority of boys, at least out of my own little surveys over the years, have experimented with sex with mutual masturbation or blow jobs before their parents have given them "the talk". I did a small survey for a paper I wrote and most parents I talked to said they gave "the talk" only after they had found out, or believed, that their kids were sexually active. That is like teaching a kid a stove burner is hot after they put their hand on one that's on high.
Everything in life, besides sex, seems to be taught long before you need it. Why is that? Why is society so scared about sex? Do you want to know the group of people that I've found that teach their kids about sex, how the body is not something to be ashamed of? Nudists!! This group of people seem to be so much more open minded that sexuality is just basic human nature and not something to be afraid of. There is no body shaming. If you are young or old, fat or skinny, it's just you being you naturally.
I think one of the biggest failures of porn, it that it doesn't teach the "love" aspect of sex. Porn teaches that sex is just sex, that sex is fun to do, and that it's no big deal to do it. It doesn't teach that when you find a boyfriend or girlfriend that sex is used to show your love and affection to that person. I've gotten better at it over the last few years, but I remember a boyfriend I had when I was 19 where though I really did have an affection for him, I had a hard time with sex to show love. We ended up doing sex only when we were both horny until we broke up cause we both went to different schools.
I think it is going to be a hard thing to change. The government in the school system isn't going to be able to help much beyond what it does now. It has to be up to the parents to really make the change. The longer parents wait to start talking about sex, the earlier that kids reach out to the internet for porn, the more dysfunctional in sex a lot of kids are going to be as they grow up.
That's my take on things.
I wonder how many people from here died from COVID since 2020 and or the "experimental gene therapy" disguised as a "vaccine"? Or are cripple so badly from those two they can't participate here anymore? Condolences to whomever there may be. I hope you some how get better. It appears genocide is taking place concerning the supposed, "vaccine". I have an ambulance pass by me every. single. day. since August of last year in 2021 when I drive across the city I live it. I am 44 years old and can count on one or two hands how many times that happened in my life before then. I see it happening all around me. Hopefully I am wrong and the people they are picking up and not actually DYING. Why would I and or we know? The forces and powers that be have either gotten all of the facts wrong since 2020 or they are lying. We all get to decide for ourselves what the truth is.
I posted a comment in response to someone else's comment on his blog. He deleted my comment and blocked me. So much for Der Despots willingness to hear other views than his own. But I won't leave because that is exactly what Nick would like. That anyone who is intelligent and does not support his agenda be silent. This blog will be deleted by him who must be obeyed within a minute. Just wanted to put it out there. However, I will in my daily posts, put this on the pages of my friends. You can try to silence those you don't agree with Nick. But we will persist...and resist.
Does anyone know what this is from? It looks like it is from a movie or t.v. show, huh?
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