I'm back at SIU Carbondale after my trip this summer. Waiting for my best bud and roomie Conner to return. Â I got an email from him and I just cant take, here is a part of it:
As you know my father is a Southern Baptist minister and I have been raised in the church. After being back on the farm this summer I began feeling the wrongness of my life on campus. It ate away at me more and more each day, I tried to find solace in the bible but I could not. I am at odds with my own body my christian soul and the devil you awakened in my loins. I finally spoke to my father regarding this, as a learned man and a man of God he has , through hours of silent contemplation, helped me to realize that I cannot remain true to the lord and return to that school of evil. You are an instrument of  Satan. Like the whore of Babylon you tempt those chosen of God and make them stray from the path of righteousness. I have decided to accept a missionary assignment in south America to help atone for my sins.Â
The letter goes on and on about punishments his father made him endure to purge the demon of lust from him. Â Why ? He is legal age and a grown man. Why allow himself to be treated like this. And Its my fault. I knew he was a virgin and curious. I knew he was horny. I opened the door and he jumped right in. Why didnt I mind my own business. I could have said no when he climbed into my bed at night to fuck me. I could have not set him up with a nice girl who gave him his first pussy for comparison. He enjoyed it all or so it thought.
ARghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Have I ruined his life?
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If you ever find yourself in a relationship or thinking about a relationship with someone who keeps your relationship a secret, RUN AWAY! and never look back.
My boyfriend tells me that its good luck to jizz in a boys mouth during an eclipse. Â Anybody else hear that? Â Maybe hes just trying to trick me into sucking him off tomorrow. Â Whatever
Oh, wow!!!  This is fucking GLORIOUS!!!  THIS is how pornography should be filmed and or done if possible!   You can see both the top's face and erection as he orgasms, unloads, and ejaculates over and over and over and over inside his boy lover!   SO beautiful and GORGEOUS!   The only thing to me is that the video DOES end too soon.  Guys we need to communicate to one another, the industry and porn producers about these things or people won't know!   There is validity to showing the guy who orgasmed recover for some time afterwards.  That is something that could literally last up to minutes (it doesn't have to be THAT long always) or how ever long afterwards.
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Working in a bar last night in western Crete, a young quite tall German guy was eating there with his family. Very cute and a bit of a come-on smile about him. I served them and spoke German and to my horror found out he was fifteen years old. I backed off with my starring but noticed a bit of interest on his part in me. Still. I wouldn't go anywhere near him, even though he was stunning. I have my limits. I did take a break for a quick wank soon afterwards.Â
Two days ago when I tried to post pics on the walls of my GBT friends I got a security message that Google safe browsing has detected malware on the site gayboystube and that cumception.com which is a known malware distributor is behind it. After this when I visted the walls of my friends to post pics I didn’t get the security message. And I thought that the problem was solved. But from yesterday  I am getting the security message again. Now when I visit gayboystube ‘Dangerous’ warning is shown on the site. I am using Browsec VPN to access gayboystube as my home network provider, BSNL, which is an India government-owned telecom company has blocked porn sites on the government order. But unlike my PC, I don’t get the malware warning when I visit gayboystube from my mobile. My mobile network is provided by a private company and therefore I don’t have to use a VPN on my android to access sites like gayboystube.I am confused and concerned about the security message I get when I visit gayboystube from my PC. What is the reason for this message? Is there malware on GBT? Is the site dangerous to use? I request GBT admin Nick and GBT members to help me with this problem.
This guy is so lucky to have such a great little brother! They are both just adorable...