Why do I keep letting my self feel guilty about being Gay? I have tried praying it out, ignoring it, and even whipping my self when the urges came, but the attraction to other guys is still there, and just when I feel like a have finally broken away from that guilty feeling I get hit with another wave of guilt. Well this time I'm not going to let it. I'm going to fight it and stop letting my self be miserable. I'm happier when I'm myself. So I'm going to start being myself, if I loose more friends and family in the processes, then that is the price I will have to pay.
This isn't directly or indirectly related to gay sex, just a couple of questions I've been looking for answers to. Why do Americans being installed into public office of some sort, before giving evidence in a court case, etc, hold up their right hand, fingers together, palm flat and vertical. Of what is it symbolic, what is the origin of this behaviour? Similarly, why do they put their right hand over their heart when swearing allegiance? I know that both actions are long, established actions and that it might always have been done, but why?
Does anyone know where I can get pics and or videos of this guy. Think he went by Jesse
You don't have to be Anglican or Episcopalian to understand this music - just let it wash over you. It's a bit like Gregorian Chant, but somewhat updated.