Well, just done my Christmas shopping in Chelmsford, Essex ... all TWO presents (for a neighbour and their dog)
Come Christmas Day, I will be sat at home on me lonesome! Thank Goodness for the TV and the internet. Not that I mind TOO much as I'm used to my own company 24/7/365 ... but it does hit home a little at Christmas. (I know there are places like Salvation Army in Braintree who put on a spread, but they are mostly "old people" in their 70's and 80's, and homeless people)
Anyway, what ever YOU'RE up to this Christmas, I hope you enjoy yourself.
Struggling with internalized homophobia. Asking why me ? I'm in a society that will not accept me, and somehow I can deal with that but that has programmed me and I cannot accept myself.
I really just need friends to talk to where I can be myself. So if I see a hot guy I can see that. I cannot share that with anybody. My best friends here I have to go "Yeah she is hot" but cannot go "Shit did you see the new BS video ?"
Also I'm Bi, need people to understand that I'm not in denial about being gay. I do fantasize about girls. Need to talk to someone who is bi and how they perceive things. By coming out as Bi you cock block yourself, I'm not into guys or girls at the same time. I can go a week being 100% straight and then a a week being 100% gay... so is that Bi ? Topics like that. Intellectual conversations etc etc.
I need to have someone that just accepts me for who I am. Need to talk about coming to terms with my sexuality, how to get over a guy who is straight that you cannot have, why the new IOS sucks.
Just want nice friends...
Send me friend requests if you like my idea. Maybe we should start a chat group called just for friendly chat
One of my favorites was the young Keith Conner, He was a bottom and often he seemed to enjoy bottoming more than many. And of course he was very cute. These pics are from a video called 'Tricking Keith Conner', one of my favorites.
That's very traditional... :)Năm mới cầu mong mọi điều tốt đẹp nhất sẽ đến với các bạn
Ai cũng đẹp
Ai cũng xinh
Ai cung lung linh
Tiền thi luc nào cũng rung rinh
Happy new year